I have no choice, either to be in love, or beloved.
Diary for 15/8 Thu (windy )
 
I'M BORED! No one's home tonight, except myself...that means I don't need to eat dinner AGAIN haha (na, mum's food is always good), anyway, I was talking with Annie today (as USUAL, (me and Annie are CLOSER THAN FRIENDS! Jealous huh?) and I ask her what colour she like, then she look up the sky and point it up. Actually, when I was small I was so in love with pink colour, but when I grow up, it just changes automatically to blue, like sky blue. And the fact, I found out about this homepage, is most of the background colours are pastel colours, which I've never thought of it before. I just don't like harsh colours like black and white and red and yellow, I'm a bit softer :)
  Annie's so good to me, and she's so cute :) I really have to say something to her coz if one day she's absent in school MY LIFE WILL BE LIKE !>.<! and that means it's the end of the world! Annie helps me so much and always makes me laugh (hold on, usually I "try" to make her laugh but never suceeded, instead I laugh haha). Anyway, she's such a good friend and I hope we could keep on studying 4 Unit maths and go to Uni together :)
Diary for 1/9 Sun (cloudy/storm/rain/sunny)
 
You know what today reminds me of? it's first of September, that means my friends in Hong Kong have to go to school tomorrow! I bet they are really excited about their new life, most of them are in form 6 already. I heard people say that this is is like a honeymoon year, since they've finished CE and don't have to take A-Level exam, so this year is the best. I hope you guys have finish your book report, otherwise......I dunno :P (you take at your own risk)
  To Epyon: remember to tell me what it's like in form 6 (you guys still don't know who he is?)

 
Diary for 2/9 Mon (sunny)
 
What a long day! Exams starts on Thursday, and still, I don't have any intention to STUDY, too bad..........
   As today, we're doing integrals of volume in our Maths class, since it's really hard (is it?) that every one felt frustrated in the class, I suddenly said to Annie "Life is doing something that you don't want to do." And she totally agrees. Actually, I think life is so unexpectly that we cannot predict what is happening in the future, but we have to keep optimistic anyway, like "think of the good side?" That's what I did. So Annie, don't stress about the exams, you've got heaps comin up!

 
Diary for 17/8 Sat (Sunny )
 
What a nice sunny day on a Sat afternoon. I actually quite like to spend some time with myself and do things that I like during the weekends. Probably sleeping, that's my favourite "hobby".
  Recently I found out that I feel I'm really lucky to have so much good friends in my life. Not particular close friends like Annie in Aus, also Jen, Nic, Roxanne in Hong Kong. I couldn't believe how supportive they are and always willing to help me when I'm in trouble. Looking back those days when I'm in Hong Kong, as a trouble an diaster maker, they're always "willing" to clean up the mess, I just feel I'm so lucky to have them as my friends........(hey, are you guys touched??)
  Better be, haha.....
Diary for 3/9 Tue (sunny)
 
OH NO! Annie's not here today! I wonder where this girl went? I know a lot of people will like to be away before the exams, coz they just want more time to study, but ACTUALLY, the teacher tend to give you more HINT before the exams, especially the last day......
  Ok, back to what I did today. Here's my schedule
7:00 wake up and study Economics
8:00 leave home and drive to school
8:30-9:00 did chem homework before chem lesson "aren't I lazy??"
9:00 - 12:45 lessons all the way
1:00-2:30 revision on English
3:30 drive back home......
now: update diary.......

 
Diary for 16/8 Fri (Sunny )
 
I went to have dinner with my family friends. They are really nice. My friend, who now is pregant, is going to have a baby girl in 4 months' time! Congratulations! Now we're all thinking about what the girl should call. Anyone have any ideas?
  The dinner was okay, just the fact we waited for like one and a half hours till the fish is on the table. There was also "lemon chicken", "lamb bowl (?)", "crab" and "to-fu chicken". Since I'm really not into the meat business, I just didn't eat any except that vegie thing (I forgot what it's call). I don't really mean not to eat meat, but I just can't stand the taste of it. Maybe your appetite just changes since you grow up. Now I even try to avoid sweet and sour things~ weird :P
Diary for 5/9 Thu (sunny)
 
Gee it's sooooooooo hot today? When I was driving I was like "I'm going the melt now.....!!" Anyway, today for the first day of exam, I actually had 3: English, English listening and also Studies of Religion. For English, I had to write a speech and an interview. How could you write A4 pages in 40 mins? I thought it was impossible, but when your energy in your potential boost up you can actually do it...WOW, now my hand is like.....so sore (I'm serious), and even feel the pain right now, it's like tightened when I move it......I'm not writing anymore!
  Actually, exams is more different in here. For English, I'm writing about TECHNIQUES, everything is about TECHNIQUES.......sigh....my head is exploding soon when you found the ink in your pen had already used more than half even it was refilled yesterday......
  Report for tomorrow.........stay tune ;)

 
Diary for 19/8 Mon (Sunny )
 
Good enough that today is a Staff Development Day, so I can get a day off. Honestly comparing to Hong Kong, I don't get as much holidays. If one day I "can" rule the school, I'll let all my students get a day off on WEDNESDAY. No particular reasons, just because I'll usually feel really tired that day. Usually on a Wednesday, after school I'll just jump onto my QUEEN size bed and sleep for like 2 hours, then have dinner, then sleep again. Sleeping is really a good "hobby" for me and my sister. We both love to sleep. Especially when I'm in a bad mood, I'll go sleep right away. I even won't pick up any phone. Anyway~ thinking of going back to school tomorrow........sigh....
  Oh well~ tomorrow is another day :)
Diary for 6/9 Fri (Cloudy)
 
MATHS for today......gee I don't even know what I was doing! Probably daydreaming :) But I'm "sure" I'll go fine.........hahahahaha :P I love maths right???~~
  Next week I'll have Economics, Extension Maths and Chemistry on Monday, Wed, and Fri. The BEST exam time table you ever can get, I feel so lucky........just the fact I don't have a 5 day holiday coz I need to study for Physics....sigh
  =^.^= it's friday! I finally get to relax a bit, but have to study for the whole week. I don't have a LIFE....anyway, let's not talk about this.
  Let's talk about something else. How do you guys relaxed? For me, it's all about SLEEP. If I can't sleep, probably get a pile of magazines and stay at home, or even watch VCDs and DVDs. (My sister's bf got Planet of the Apes, I asked him why he bought it, he said 'how can you buy a DVD with two disc with the price of one?' duh)

 
Diary for 20/8 Tue (Sunny )
 
I  like the feeling of staying in school after all the lessons. When everyone is gone, the school "feels" so quite and I just love that feeling.
  Anyway, now I'm in school because I have my 4U maths so I have to stay in here for pretty late, oh well~ I NEVER waste so much of my time so I decided to updated my diary here :)
  I guess I'm just in love with the feeling when everything is so quiet and I'm just relaxing. Usually when I was in Hong Kong I could never have this feeling. Now in Australia it's just so relaxing. I even don't have time to concentrate :P
  Anyway I think it's time for me to go back to work now....sigh..what a busy life.....
Diary for 7/9 Sat(Sunny and DRY)
 
Another sunny day for me to stay at home. HOW BORING! But actually I like the feeling of "hot outside and cool inside", you feel like you're under the shade and it is so relaxing.
  Studying my Economics now, doing some topic like "influences on government policies in Australia. I didn't know that Environment groups did have a big impact on the government, all I remember is Greenpeace always go on strike? Anyway~
  I've just downloaded Ayumi's new song "Voyage", it's pretty weird because the song shouldn't be released until the 26th of Sep? Anyway, that song was one of the "sweetest" song I've ever heard. It's melodic like the ones in the music box. Ayumi RULES!

 
Diary for 21/8 Wed (Sunny )
 
I don't like Wednesday. Every Wednesday I'm so tired but I have heaps of work load. ( But I could still be online :P )
  I was talking to Annie today about the units that we are doing. In NSW, for our HSC (Higher school certificate), we pick our best 10 units. Now I'm doing nearly 13, and I don't want to drop any. That means that year 12 will be a year like hell to me, oh boy :P
  Talking about the HSC, I'm lost for what I'm doing for Uni. I really have NO idea...help......i'm lost....SOS
Diary for 9/9 Mon (Sunny)
 
Gee I'm so happy that I finally finished my Economics exam, I used my whole weekend to study for that. Now it's finally over, and I'm so tired now.......can't belive how much effort I have to put into this subject compared to others. I'm start wondering if this is really worth doing it. Anyway, I won't care now~~
  You know what? My sister's boyfriend really got an AUDI TT for himself......OH WOW.....well actually he got car allowance in a sense he did not really pay much for that..it's a black car and my sister was totally in love with it (more than him), isn't she lucky? I found out that sports car isn't that practical but I'll love if he could take me for a ride!!

 
Diary for 22/8 Thu (Sunny )
 
You know, as in a girl's school you cannot expect too much of fun and variety in our lives. The most common stuff that we talk about is "which actor SLASH model is cute" "how's my driving lesson goin" "I'm going like 8 months with my boyfriend" "That bitch stole my boyfriend" blah blah blah. Everyday's the same. Nothing special.
  Then, today, there's this girl talking about whether you have a sister or not, and that will depend on your back neck. Ok, that's how you see it. Get 2 mirrors. One back and one front, so you can see the back of your neck. Raise your hair up and see if the back sort of form a "M" shape, if it does, then you have a sister....
  I don't really believe it, but indeed I have a sister..........
Diary for 10/9 Mon (Sunny)
  
I didn't have school today, so decided to talk a "break" for myself. I have maths tomorrow, so probably I'll study afterwards haha (If I could)..........
  Did anyone hear Jay Zhou's new album "the 8-dimension"? Honestly I just got it since Steven bought if from Singapore. Actually honestly, "fantasy" was more better as far as I could recall, I mean, this one is alright, but the style is SO much like the previous one. Anyway, Vivian's favourits song is the second track, and my favourite is the last track, sort of call "the last war"..
  If anyone notice, most of his MVs he used western girls as the models.........I wonder why?

 
Diary for 23/8 Fri (Sunny )
 
Today I could leave school early so my parents picked me up and we just went to Kensington and had lunch. I can't believe there are so many Uni students! Most of them were Asians (of course), and I reckon 90% of the study Commerce (what a boring subject). It's over saturated now. I don't want to mention, but I know in the future it's going to be really competitive.
  I found out that sometimes it's hard for you to choose what you want to do for the future. I need a good job, good pay and make lots of money. Where you can get a job like that? It's like nearly impossible.......sigh. Anyway, I'll be really hard study for this exam (duh) and get like really good marks (If I could)
  Anyone with exam tips?
Diary for 11/9 Wed (Sunny)
  
One reason for making me jealous :typhoon. No.8 typhoon is on AGAIN in Hong Kong, and as a result, all the kids get to go home early.....argggggh
   
No, I get really jealous when people sometimes accidently get a day off. Looking out of the window, the sun is so bright I wonder when Aus will have a typhoon. Nah, I reckon hale will do afterwards.........one day off........sigh
   Let's talk about my schedule. I don't have school tomorrow so I can study chem for Friday. If you ask me which subject I'll choose between Phy and Chem, I'll definetly say Chemisty. It's just so much fun when you're writing equations and stuff. But I hate remembering theories. Also , I hate writing pracs so much.......can't be bother to do the experiment either.....
Diary for 24/8 Sat (Sunny )
 
Today's actually Jennifer(the other one)'s birthday. She's 17 now! Wow, congratulations! Hope you have a sweet 17 :) I remembered when I had my 17 birthday it was so crap because I hated that year, see, 16 is a  nice year, coz you're starting to "grow", 18 means you're already an adult. What about 17? It sucks man! Anyway, that only applies to me, not you Jen haha.
  Looking back to what I did this year, I found out I didn't do much, as usual. Like every year I'm making these plans and wishes and promises like "I'm going to study hard", "I'm going to spend less".......never happened to me >.<
  Anyway, the best thing I did in 17 was I finally got my driver's license. I finally could drive and I'm really proud because I'm driving a car in manual and without power steering........SOS
Diary for 12/9 Thu (Sunny)
  
Once Vivian asked me if I like to have a pet. I would say that's a "NO", since I even couldn't take care of myself. Usually, animals die not because of aging, there will be a significant reason due to PRISCILLA'S fault!!
  I remember when I was small, I had a couple of pets, the first probably should be the goldfish in the tank. Then oneday out of the blue I decided to "feed" the goldfish (I was like 4), and afterwards I found out some of the fish starting to swim in
backstoke !?................you know what happen afterwards......
  I once had a little turtle, but I sort of put it in somewhere at the end I couldn't find it.........
  I even owned birds in Australia, well that's another story.......
Diary for 25/8 Sun (Rainy )
  
I was wondering today, what is actually the feeling when you have to leave the ones you love? Like family, friends or even your lover? It must be quite depressing right? I've been to the airport for a couple of times, everytime I'll leave myself in tears. I can't describe the feeling, maybe it's because of the weather. I just miss my parents.
  Like all my friends, most of them are studying overseas and leaving their parents. As a girl, it would be very hard for them to cope with for the first few months right? Especially when it's the chinese festival (that reminds me the mid-autumn one is coming soon), you just feel so "DOWN"! Anyway, life goes on, so if you have time, try to spend more of your time with your friends and family, you always regret AFTER you've lost them.
Diary for 13/9 Fri (Sunny)
  
I had Chemistry today which I don't really want to talk about it, not that the paper was hard, but when I was studying it yesterday, I was like "what do you have to study for chem? Isn't that common sense?"........then till midnight I even haven't "touched" some of the pages, which made me woke up 6 in the morning to do a 2-hour revision....with a cup of BLACK coffee.......sigh........I was so stressed that my heartbeat went up to 80 beats per min (I'm serious....), and suddenly I found myself so hungry but I can't even eat......sigh........
  Good that it's over, when I looked up the sky it was so blue, then I decided to go to Centennial Park and roller blade....man that was soooo cool!
I think I will go there more often haha.......
  One more subject on Wed........PHYSICS +_+
Diary for 26/8 Mon (Rainy )
  
It's really interesting while the girls in my English class have their usual "English lesson chat". This time, they're talking about BOYS!!
  Actually we're talking about poetry and there's this call "lost love", it's about a guy has lost his lover which is a HE, then wrote about him. I'll post this later on, it's a really good one.
  Anyway~ what the girls were talking about was (even my teacher join the conversation), that teenage boys really concern with people thinking they are GAY! They couldn't get through it, and there's this one girl saying "Girl's usually can say other girls which are pretty, but boys just can't stand another one, I was asking my brother, is this guy goodlooking? Then my brother said "YUK! He's ugly"! Afterwards, I decided to ask my brother when I see guys "is this guy ugly?" and he'll totally agree with it."
Diary for 14/9 Sat (Sunny)
  
What another good day! Good that I'm going roller blading again......according to the "3-min" rule, now I'm addicted to roller blading haha, don't know when I'll find it boring...probably after 3 mins.
   Do you guys know that I actually owned a pair of budgies when I was in Australia, since I'm a super Star-War fan, I named them Luke and Leia. They are so cute, every day I'll feed them after school, clean the cage and other stuff. It was really fun, oh I wish I could turn back time, but unfortunately one day Luke flew away (NOT MY FAULT), and Leia sort of got some illness and died to........I was devastated! I cried for like 3 days, lost all my apetitie, my dad afterwards decided to bury in our backyard....that's like more than 10 years ago. I still missed them really much. Then afterwards, I don't want to own any pets, I just can't accept the truth that they died >.<
Diary for 27/8 Tue (cloudy )
  
I can't believe I have nine days before the exam........gee this is going to be a countdown. For this yearly exam, I really like the time table, it spreaded in 3 weeks, for 6 subjects, but for the first week I have 3 subjects in a row, so.....
  Doesn't matter. I just study Physics, which I actually found it a bit interesting than I thought, like the north and south attraction, the right hand grip rule where current goes in and out of the page........I'm always using my fingers to grab to know which direction the current is. Probably I could imagine when in exam time, I'll be gripping my hand more than my pencil.......
Diary for 28/8 Wed (sunny)
  
There's a  play from our 3 unit English class student in school today. The theme is Cinderella, but it's a modern version, so you can see fairy tales happen in the mid 1950's, or in the zoo (YES, WITH THE ELEPHANT), or even in the streets with guns..........
  The main thing I want to say isn't about the "quality" of the play, it's about their make-ups. It's nice overall, but they just put too much sometimes.....it's a bit horrible to me! Anyway, maybe that's the purpose of their character for the characterization.....
   I haven't done drama in a while, I remembered the last time I did was in form 4, where I played a mum (as usual), I couldn't remember much but indeed we had heaps fun!
Diary for 14/9 Sat (Sunny)
  
Um........I found out when I woke up today I couldn't move my neck at all......so sore!!! Anyway, feeling "much" better now. I decided I have to do more exercise. ROLLER BLADE!!
  What a nice Sunday afternoon. I sort of want to go to Centennial Park but today they have the sydney marathon. So never mind, I'll just stay at home and do my PHYSICS>.< sigh
  Heaps of people are planning to go to Hong Kong this year, all my friends from church told me they're heading to that direction where they could do shopping and shopping and shopping..... I can't really stand shopping honestly, I like looking at stuff, but it's just "look", I don't shop! What a waste of money when you already have tons of clothes at your wardrobe....I'm always afraid my wardrobe will break pretty soon.....
Diary for 29/8 Thu (sunny)
  
School as usual. Nothing good or bad happen. So what am I going to write about? I don't know!
  Anyway, back to business. Recently what am I doing mostly? Probably study? and study? and ......study! Study is actually "quite fun" when you like to, but you'll hate it more and more afterwards.....sth related to law of diminishing marginal returns stuff like that.
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  My sister was asking me why I don't like to eat meat, or am I a vegetarian? NO! I'm not a vegetarian since I still eat fish. I used to hate fish so much, I remembered there was this one time I got choked and nearly got my life >.< , afterwards I just hate it so much. Now it's the other way around. I love to eat fish! Isn't this world crazy for me?
Diary for 16/9 Mon (Sunny)
  
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........my neck, it's so sore! Now I even can't turn my head to my left hand side! What happen to me! Where's my doctor!!!!!!!!!!
    Sigh.....anyway, that always happens to me, this is the real Priscilla. Always complaining about her life how miserable it could be. My friends got use to that already (right? why nobody answers me?) If you know Pris more every day you'll find she has so much in connection with the words like "evil" and "violence", that's why all my pets died before I even have them haha...........
  I found out I have a really weird habit. When I'm having a lot of stress, then I couldn't talk, besides, I'll LOL, so if you suddenly found me doing that, that means I'm really having a hard hard time........
Diary for 30/8 Fri (sunny)
 
Gee, I'm so tired today! You know what? Whenever I'm tired I start to get into a bad mood and then usually I'll go to sleep afterwards (probably do that after this diary updated). Hey, I finally finished my diary (the book one, not this one)! This dairy has spent 3 years with me. I bring my diary wherever I go, coz memories are always something that you have to drop down.
  Looking back at what I wrote, I found myself so naive and rigid when I was young. It's like something that always makes you laugh when you read it back. Writing diary is a good habit, every day's work is a bit too heavy and boring, if you try to express yourself through words, you'll feel much more better....man now where am I going to get another diary.....thinkinthinkin..
Diary for 18/9 Wed (windy)
  
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, finally today is the last day, and I've finished ALL my exams! Wow, isn't this take so long, 3 weeks! Sometimes I've just lost all my patient and say "I'm not going to study anymore!" Then.........you'll have to study again :( Anyway, once exam's all finish, that means, HOLIDAYS! I can go roller blade every single day!
  Don't ask me what I'm going to do in the holidays, till now I still have not a clue. Maybe go to the city? But what do you do in the city by yourself? Maybe I prefer staying at home and watch TV and sleep. That's a better idea.
   Or maybe...................um......better not talk about it :P
Diary for 19/9 Thu (windy)
  
My sister is sick >.<! She caught a cold and her voice is totally "dead". She took a day off today and probably she's not going to work tomorrow either.......I hope she gets better. I don't really spend that much time with her, before I live here, I just see her like once a year. Now I'm more closer with her, I found her body somehow is so weak! Her situation makes me quite worry.
  Besides flu, Vivian also has backpain and serious headache problems. I wonder if this has anything to do with her job, but I can't find there's anything wrong with drilling people's teeth.....so for the conclusion. Um.....she's weaker than me,  honestly since I went to Australia I hardly ever caught a flu!
Diary for 31/8 Sat (sunny)
 
I finally did something useful today. I watched my car, and my sister's car! The fact is, we're just too lazy to wash our cars by ourselves, so if we do it together, it will double the effort and comparing, the productivity will increase too! (that is soooooo econ, I've been studying this for a week!) anyway, under a hot spring/summer afternoon this is so much fun. I was so hot today, I drank nearly more than 2 litres of water (i think you should do that every day). Drinking is a good habit...........
  Guess what? My sister's boyfriend is coming back to Australia tomorrow! I'm really glad because he was in Singapore for almost a year. I miss him............especially the PRESENTS!!!!hahaha
Diary for 20/9 Fri (sunny)
  
What a Friday! It's so good that now I finally can take a rest (sort of) and do other stuffs.
   My sister is "getting" a bit better, though she still has a sore throat, I can sort of get what she is trying to talk to me, hey she even can drive!
  oh.........I want to go to sleep now, I'm so tired!
What should I write today. Oh, yeah, today in school it was like "the most boring day of my life". See, after the exam you hardly ever do stuff. It's like 3 people in my Phy and Maths class, what do you expect!? The worst thing is, I can't even go home......."You need a note for permisson from your guardian", that's what I heard from the office. Who cares anyway. No one ever catch you if you just walk out of the school............NO, I didn't do that! I'm a good student right......hehehe
Diary for 21/9 Sat  (sunny)
  
Finally I think I did something really useful today. I went to a nursing home with my church friends! We first sang hymn and then talked to the elders. They were actually really really nice. At least I found out I really had a great time with them!
  The lady that I talked to called Bonnie, actually she stayed at the home for like 12 years! And she's like 87 already! I wonder how come she looks so "young", and honestly she doesn't look like that old. From her, I realized that life just go on even if there are heaps of tragic things happen to you. You have to keep optimistic anyway. I will go there next time and visit her again. I had a great day.
  Also, today is the Mid-autumn festival! Did you eat any mooncakes?
Diary for 22/9 Sun  (sunny)
  
Gee after like my whole family is sick, I felt that I'm sick too..............my sore throat..anyway, hope I'll get better soon, just a minor one, I'll be fine.
   Today is Sunday right? What a good day, makes me even want to go  to bed........Oh, right. Yesterday was Mid-autumn festival, but I didn't really eat mooncakes, though there is a "pack"? at my home. I like the ones that you put it into the fridge, yeah sort of like ice-creams. Whenever I saw the mooncakes have so much oil it freaked me out!
   Some friends asked me what I'm going to do when i go back to Hong Kong. I don't know? Sleep? study? probably shopping? I don't know. Any suggestions?
Diary for 23/9 Mon (sunny)
  
Holiday mood up to the way on Friday.......I met this really nice GIRL in the Church on Sunday, and found out we actually have so much in common! We even lived in the same place in Hong Kong. I invited her for dinner tonight and we talked a lot. Hey I'm good at making friends, aren't I?
  4 days to holiday? Man I'm so excited! My holiday plan has already been fully booked for........um.......2 days? I thought I was only going to bed and watch VCDs, but actually heaps of friends are asking me out, and I have a couple of movies I haven't watch.......(must see STITCH!), so.............better save some money first :)
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