In your mind, Self destruction
Always leaves you begging for more
In a time, of depression
You never know whats in store
All the pills, that i take
Never made me happier
They just made, more mistakes
I just ended up hurting another
I knew a girl, who was so thin
She just lied in bed , emeciated
and i cannot, even begin
to name the things she no longer apreciated
So I drink, and I lie
and I try to stay alive
Cause I know, Ill be known
And cared for someway, some day
I knew a Manic Depressive
Boy who wanted nothing but love
It became his obsession
he just wanted that perfect person
But when he lost, his lover
He found that there was no hope
But there were ways, he discovered
That were ways to really cope
I knew a girl, who could read me
Just like a book she just picked up
I hope she never decieives me
And that she doesnt make herself throw up
Because its a disease, with no cure
Like the many ones that I have
I just want to be pure
and gain my confidence back
So I drink, and I lie
and I try to stay alive
Cause I know, Ill be known
And cared for someway, some day
So when you find the answer
of the way to fins happiness
Just call my number
But all iI ask for is one sweet kiss