It sometimes seems so hard to laugh
Cause I feel so grey inside
Even when I want to laugh
There's too much on my mind
But sometimes things snap in my head
I just feel like letting go
I kick back, relax, invite my friends,
Sit back and watch the show.
Then I start to laugh and they all laugh with me
We bounce off the walls all comingled with glee
When I can't stop they know something's the matter with me
I really can't stop laughing, something's wrong with me
I love feeling so free to laugh
I feel so bright inside
I always want to always laugh
And let go of my mind
Even though the people stare
I don't let it bother me
Sometimes this jacket cramps my style
But in my head I'm free.
(musical bridge)
I sometimes find it hard to laugh
Cause I don't laugh much inside
I sometimes find it hard to laugh
When there's so much in my mind
But surounded by the soft white walls
And all the white coat men
The sum of my predicament
Makes me laugh again.
Then I start to laugh, and they're all staring at me
Writing on their notepads while I'm overcome with glee
Doesn't matter that I'm unable to stop the surge in me
Cause round here everyone is used to rampant insanity.