Why don't you hold me
I need your touch
As soft as it is
It always makes me forget
The mess I'm really in
I need your grasp
Around my body
It lets me know
That your somebody
I need your love
As much as I can get
So give me a hug
And I will try to forget
I feel my back
And now it's gone
Strong yesterday, never showing fear
Today I'am in dismay, tears are so near
So strong the other day
And now your gone
All the way
Can no longer seem to stand up
I just seem to fall to the floor
Trying to divide between fact and fiction
You just seemed so near
I could almost feel your touch
But its cold once again as I'm all alone
Maybe one day you'll come back And help me again.
I release my mind
I'am caught in the world of the lonely
Except I'am not alone.
Your pushing
I want to be closer
You won't let me be
I want to feel again
But I can no longer trust
Why can't you just not make me rush
Cornered I'am with no one to be my friend
Someone help me wake up again.
I try so hard to look away from you
Cause I don't want to feel this pain forever
No one will ever understand why it hurts so bad
But the damage is done
I sit and stare at the sky asking why?
NO response from this God I deny
I will never be able to feel again
His suffering is done
Its all I ever see
The day never seemed right
His picture sits on my table
As I cry my mind to sleep
Tears frozen in my ducts
I fall down
And everyone looks around
No help anywhere
How it hurts to know my true friends
But yet I dont let anyone in.
Your guilt is a blur to me
An obligation of liabilatity
The blame is a strain
A slur in responsiblity
Milestones of duty to you
M I being oppressed or is this dead weight on my chest
Your guilt trip on me is like a black eye
The complicity boggles me
Just how you could scam me
Unbelieveable conspiricy behind your plot
Your fault is a burden
No compensation for my accountability
Your missteps lead to no remorse
No regrets from your slander
Now seperate with in no proximity
I know just what its like to be guilt free
A definition of ones life worth
Is unbelievable when you idolize a hearse
Suffer in dispar for this is a love for blood
Pour your heart out once again
Tear your feelings away
Cuddle up with that horrible feeling
Hold it tight as you can
Never ever let it leave your head
Due to the fact
That if you do
One day it will come back to haunt you