Babies are dying
Fatherless chilren are growing up asking Why?
Tears are shed
Because Blood is red
The color green is what everyone needs
Money is the root of all the greed
Teenagers end up killing
Cause no one wants to listen to what they are feeling
Poverty is on the rise
Yet no one blinks an eye
A wonderful land is ruined by Daddys boy
This is a day in Americas Land
God please, why don't you help
Is there nothing I can do, to get threw to you
Its hard for me to watch him go
I'd give anything just to know
Where he is going, and what he will do
God Please Answer Me
I'm begging you
The whole thing has shoke my view
On wether I still believe in you
He's like a Father to me
If I ever had such a thing
The man who taught me everything
What will I do when he is gone
I know I dont want to move on
I know I will have to its whats best
For I do not want to leave a burden on his chest.
The fact that everything your touching feels like nothing
Your longing to feel something real
Keeps you awake deep into your hate
Your mindset slowly becomes one
For you can no longer control your tongue
The anger, the fear of losing someone near is taking control
Still yet you wish that you could have some joy
Your envy inside you keep in demise
Raging and slamming in your head
Your anger slowly takes control of your life
Keeping your feelings washed ashore
Everytime you feel like such a whore
For every step closer to you is a step further away
Trust slowly turns into lust
God you wish you could just fly
Away from the things you hold inside
But you will never get away until you have died
No one is there
Watch me walk threw this world without a care
Is there no one there
Or is it me, just let me be
Watch me Cry all inside
Come and listen to my pride
Watch me break without a blink
I try to hide it, bottled inside
Can't escape the truth that I fake to myself
What happened to the Man full of joy
The Man I knew and looked up to
So strong inside, Yet to my demise, He breaks right in front of my eyes
Pray it all away
Or does pray even work?
It seems the more I pray the more he Hurts.
The night is cold as the day grows old
That damp feeling once again
Curvy roads thre the trees, lead me to this place I try and forget
I walk through the door, as I try to hide my fear in the night
This cold shudder has exploded in my stomach
As I take her to this nightmare, and Im sorry for it
Walking to this room, No movement from him
As I hear her cry, I hold her tight
Thoughtless. . . . .
Shocked by my own view of what happened to this man I knew
Tears become a community, but I don't shed them
I'am the loner who shows no feeling for this
I try to disguard this message in my head
As this place clears, Iam alone with a body
No soul, No joy, No laughter, God why did you create such a disaster?
Sitting on this chair, I can only stare
Until it hits me just what I'm gonna be missing
I try and block it out, but the faucet has already been turned
As I scream in my crys to the sky . . . God Why?
No response from this God, that has taken my Father so I chose to deny.
Walking into this place I feel alone
Holding onto my Grandmother, I still don't feel her hold
For what lies beyond this door, is my fear I have yet to realize
I listen as I hear her cry, my tears frozen inside my pours
I make sure not a single one will end up hitting the floor
I must be strong for her, and always let her know that she will never be alone
The time has come as the door swings open, my knees buckle underneath me as my lips quiver
Slowly but surely I bring her in to this place of Hell, not knowing just what intells
I cannot turn away as I walk to the alter
As I look down onto whats left of the only man I ever knew as Father
This weight on my soul brings me to my knees, not physically but mentally
I hold back as I feel the tears push on my eyes
As I lean forward and I kiss the coffin, I say good bye in my mind
But so quickly as often the tears pour from my face, I break down and cry
Right in front of everyone, yet no shame
I try to turn away but I cannot bring myself to do it
I make sure everyone knows just what im feeling
I miss my Grandpa, I miss my Dad . . . . .