I Think Too Much
So here I am Once again Thinking of things unthought New realizations of the past New ideas of the future But what about now Carpe Diem, right? How come I can�t do that It always seems that whatever�s happening I�ve never even thought to think of I had never planned on what to do I might do something worth remembering But then again, I might do something memorable How nice would that be To have something in your life trigger that memory And laugh, or smile I think I need some of those Most of my memories make me sit in quiet . . . �Hey, you alright?� �Yea, I was just . . . thinking� Thinking of the future But mostly the past Taking in everything as it�s happening seems like it would be so easy Well, I�ve always been known to do shit the hard way Life is so difficult Maybe it�s just me It almost seems like I have to thinking about the past or the future And leave the present alone Because when I think about the now I get stuck in a dimension where being frozen is normal I thought that, at least, was better than nothing But afterwards, I can�t think of anything but before I hate replaying my past I�m always thinking of this When I could be thinking of that I shouldn�t be thinking of this whole event to begin with I think I think . . . I think too much Christopher Vantress January 31, 2004 |