i just found out
i didnt know
how could i
she tells me nothing
she has a boyfriend
she has for a while
a while
but wait . . .
she had feelings for me, so i heard
just a quick second ago and, so i hear
still does
huh
so everybody knew except me
nobody told me she had a dood
why
*sigh*
she said to my friend
"i kinda just gave up" . . .
she gave up on me
she GAVE UP ON . . . on . . . on me
that means she was trying
she didnt know i was too
she said "its kinda pointless to like someone if they dont like you back"
cuz i dont ask her out
cuz i dont tell her
if only she knew the truth . . .
before i was asking myself, why dont i ask her out
before i was telling myself, i should ask her out
but now i think, what would be the point . . .
now that i know she has a guy
right
but i want her to be my gurl
but she cant be
right
now im mad
cuz im sad
but more confused than ever . . .
(i dont have a broken heart,
i have a heart thats been givin up on)
- Chris
July 20, 2002