i wanted to ask her out
i should have asked her out
i wanted her to be mine
she could have been mine
if only i hadnt been scared
scared to ask her out
scared to fuck up . . . us
but would it have
now i see it wouldnt have
not i see i should have
so now she'll never be mine
never
cuz i waited and i waited
and made excuses
maybe i thought i wasnt good enough
not for her
but would i have been
could i have been
what if i already was . . . now
when will i see her again
i wish i could be with her
she knows that i love her
but does she know that i love her
i dont think so
and now . . .
she never will . . .
(i dont have a broken heart,
i have a scared heart)
- Chris
July 19, 2002