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| If Only I Did Not Walk That Step If Only I Did Not Look Your Way My Heart Would Not Be Like A Rock Weighing My Spirits Down I Just Live On Not Knowing When Will I Ever Smile Again Unsure If My Heart Can Ever Feel That Way Again Something Just So Special Turned So Brutal Just An Unlucky Turn In My Journey To Find Love In Hope Of Ever Finding My Destination |
| As I Try To Avoid The Pain I Turn Around And Walk Away Tears I Held Back For An Untold Time Finally Released To Freedom Trails Formed Upon The Apples Of My Cheek The Shiny Path Against It's Redness I Choke As I Remember The Thoughts That Led Me Here Not Knowing The Final Destination Afraid To Turn Back Not Wanting To Take Another Step I Sit And Wait, As Time Runs Through My Fingers The Way I Am Loosing My Mind Crouching In The Darkness Fear Puts A Blanket Over Me As Sadness Sweeps Through My Mind Engulfing It Slowly Not Knowing Wat Is Reality Not Knowing Wat Is The Truth I Hide Behind A Mask, My Protection, My Escape As I slowly Turn Around And Disappear |
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| I close my eyes in hope you will disappear I numb my heart so i can't love you I try to walk away Believing only in my disillusion reality Not that i want to But what i really want I know, i can't never get Out of grasps? Maybe yes, Maybe no Just too afraid to try In fear... Fear of the truth But knowing that will soon disappear if i continue this masquerade I sit here with my heart shut off Confusing myself with disillusioned visions of wat i think it should be Instead of walking the way fate paved for me The rocky roads was my choice My feet suffers in my lack of willigness As my heart is now, hurting... If i only had the courage If i only would step foward To redeem myself from this lie... |