Babble: 11.22.998 130aHST
Rz had a hotel party tonite. I didn't go. She's one of my best friends. And I didn't go. I mean I wanted to go. But I didn't go. And you know why I didn't go. It's because of fucking work I didn't go. Dean scheduled me as a cashier and the fucking function didn't end till late. I mean if Jon didn't volunteer to close out the bar register for me, I probably would have had to stay till midnight. Crap.
Well at least Rz got her birthday present yesterday. I promised her a guinea pig and instead of choosing it myself out of the pet store I she said she would pick me up and we'd go pick one out together. She wanted a guinea pig that looked like Rodney in that awful movie Dr.Doolittle. We got one close to it but its fur was a lighter brown. She loved it. While the salesperson imprisoned the poor guinea in a box I came "this close" to buying a lovebird. The lovebird that was perched on the salespersons shoulder. It was so adorable and loving Rz and I even looked at cages when I was 95 percent sure I wanted one (which was for about 5 minutes). Then I thought about caging a poor bird that was supposed to be born free. How its wings were clipped automatically when its purchased. How its very soul is taken away from it when you take away his will to fly. I remembered in grade school I freed my parakeets because I felt so sorry for them living in a tiny cage instead of a big tropical jungle somewhere in the Amazon. So to say the least...I'm over wanting to get a bird.
I totally enjoy talking to Haydee online. Last night was talked sporadically and half dreamingly about what our apartment was going to be like when we moved in together in August. Look! I actually have IM here.
We talked on and on about future careers in law inforcement (don't laugh) and getting alternate illigal jobs as campus Madames. Funny.
Its been raining and raining and its been cold....for Hawaii weather at least. I really love it. Too bad they forecast more sun tomorrow.
I haven't had sex in a week and well....I think its time to break that cycle. Night.
