Wednesday 8.5.98 0445aHST
No I don't know these people. They are random people I took a picture of during a sixth avenue shin-dig. It was like a swap meet/food fest. Since I'm not a native, can someone tell me if this happens every Sunday?
I enjoyed watching SOMETHING ABOUT MARY, and that's probably why I didn't mind watching it again tonight with a few of my high school friends. I'm kinda glad the midnight showing of HALLOWEEN H2O was sold out. I have a feeling I would have regretted shelling out five bucks to see it......let me emphasize that I REALLY did NOT want to see it. I just wanted to spend time with some good friends.
Rz got her drivers licence about a month ago......
FINALLY!!! It's good to have someone else drive for a change.
So I went out with them. I hadn't seen any of them in a long while. It was relaxing. Rz was Rz. Rho was Rho. Haydee....well, she seems rather scared that she's leaving for NY in a week or two. She's going to live in Brooklyn Heights, which is a helluvah nice area to live in. I'd better get my ass in gear so I can join her in NY soon. I reassured her that it would be tough to be away for a few months, but she'll have fun as soon as she gets used to the city, the people...etc.
Rz is a pretty good driver. Her and Rho are going to be taking Philosophy together next semester.
I don't really feel a part of their group anymore. I enjoy their company but, I find myself thinking about being with another group of people. Not that I loathe them or dislike them. I don't get a "click" out of them anymore. Its like going back to an old pair of sneakers.....well.....I can't think of any other way to put it. When I say "their group" I really mean Rz and Rho. I don't think I consider Haydee a good friend. Just a friend. We never really had a chance to get to know each other as good friends. Rz and Rho were always there. She's someone I'd like to get to know better. I hope I don't sound like a dyke by saying that. There's just some people that you want to get to know better. I think there is a potential CLOSE friendship between me and Haydee, we just haven't been given a chance......jesus...WTF am I saying?.......I guess I'm saying.....I need new friends. More friends. More good friends that aren't from high school. Being ANTI is SO not good. I fear too much I suppose. Can I take a class so that I can be more of a PEOPLE PERSON? Like Rz or something. I've always envied that fact that she could make friends so easily. I mean the only other non-high school good friends I have is my co-workers. And thats a forced situation. I HAD TO BE friends with them. With that forced situation eventually they became good friends. I don't go to school enough to make "friends from class". Besides most "UH-ers" are lamers anyway.
Its five in the morning and I'm wide awake.
I feel really dumb. Like.....unintelligent dumb. Is that being redundant?
Is someone out there listening...."Dear God its me SUNSHINE".....EMAIL.
What a lamer name.....ITS TOO FUCKING HAPPY.
NY 7.5.98 -- Can you believe we woke up at 2pm?! We went to eat at the Hard Rock and had shit service. We browsed around the fifty-seventh street area till we got to sixth avenue and saw the swapmeet/food fest thing going on. The boy was surprized they had a Filipino food booth.
The Boy -- "LOOK! They have pancit and adobo".
We took pictures at Rockefeller and later in the afternoon headed back towards my cousins. Sunday was a restful day.
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Notice my NY updates are getting shorter? Maybe because its almost six in the morning and the mind is slowly slipping away. The rooster just crowed.....yes we REALLY do have a rooster in our back yard.
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