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I Can't Forget©
Once I stood in the fire, consumed
Once I hid from the faces of pain and desire
Many Times I thought that I was exempt from it
I wasn’t…
Passages of time make me still a captured Rose
I want to be free
Free, from a cage where my heart yearns and cries
I can’t forget.
I have a thousand years in me of knowing.
A thousand years of living
Knowing of joy and life lessons
Knowing the pain of love…
In death shall I finally know a peace?
In Life I shall know strength
A strength that comes only through loss and longing
A humility that comes from living modestly
When you see me again look deep into my eyes
Without assumptions or pride
What you may see there, please keep to yourself
For this secret cannot be told by words
Fear©
Fears so nestled so deeply in my heart I’ve dealt
I can’t break free from them or from myself
I used to run a race to an early finish line
I could almost hardly wait to run out of time
Misery and suffering didnt shock my world
For loss had come and gone in me
I lost things very dear and forgot I wasn’t alone
Forgot that mankind knew suffering all along
A Place©
Find a place for your heart to live
In a world with so little hope
Take it not to a soul with no love to give
Who thinks that your heart is a joke
One shouldn’t be thanking their lucky stars
For blessings that were given today
For luck holds no answers and doesn’t go far
Nor answers the things that you pray
Believe that tomorrow can share with you
A reason to live today
And find that love that is waiting for you
And say what your heart yearns to say
Deep within is where you’ll find that one real love
That will give you a world with some hope
So you won’t be the one with nothing to give
Hanging on to the hearts that you broke
Taking Flight©
The eagle he soars looking down at his grounds
Seeing all movement, hearing all sounds
Taking flight in the heavens, as a whisper in the wind
Touching my life, your spirit sets in
A cloud rushes by him, like a dance in the breeze
Never does he falter, a moment to seize
Talk to me spirit, I hunger today
Give me the mountains, show me the way
If I was your face, would you know me inside
would you lighten my heart, would you make my soul glide
If I was your conscience, would you fall to your knees
Would you desperately seek, a reason to please
Take me up with you, show me your world
Capture my ghost of a thousand white pearls
Give me a reason to stand and deliver
Give my heart freedom from life's coldest shiver
I know who you are, your life is like mine
You comfort my heart, with motion of time
You take me to the heavens, I move through your wings
We dance like two shadows, for reasons life brings
Someday I'll fly with you, but it won't be today
I'll find my way to you, when I learn my own way
So soar through the ages, with life’s greatest desires
Dance with the angels, rest in loves fires
From Up Above©
Eternally speaking, I must confess
A humble likening of soul caress
An Angel speaks the softest sound
Descending he came and touched the ground
He spoke like love, so soft and so true
His voice was gentle, penetrating through
And as he spoke, I couldn't help but feel
A need to touch him, his heart to steal
It was a vision of Cupid, so blond and so fair
Eyes so warm, soul so rare
Oh how I wanted him, it just couldn't be
From my hands to the heavens, I'll just set you free
Thank you dear Angel for shining on me,
For opening my heart, for making me see
Like babies who take, their first breath of life
You opened new doors, and loosened my strife
I'll forever remember how brightly you shine
Your beautiful face is etched in my mind
You must go away now, go from my heart
So I can begin anew, my future to start
Somewhere deep is a love, for you that won't end
Stay in my soul, stay as my friend
Fly away now, forever to sing
An Angel so true, with good love to bring
Flower©
You Hath yet to be a Flower
Whose Pollination comes from many Bees
From an array of choices
Like the colours in your Rainbows
Colour your world with Love
And find Love in...
Many Wonderful Places
Kindred Spirits©
Gentle Rays of Sunlight Seem
A Little Different To Me Now
For They Express A Tenderness
A Sweet Hello From You Somehow
I'll Forever Hold Dear The Memories
And Your Kind And Gentle Ways
I Hear So Clear That Wonderful Laugh
Help Me Hear It On These Sad, Sad Days
Sometimes I Hear You Talk To Me
Your Thoughts Seem To Reach Right Through
Or Maybe It's Just 2 Hearts Are Linked
You Know They Sometimes Do
There Will Always Be A Special Place
Somewhere That We Can Go
When Times Get Rough, Or I've Had Enough
I'll Hope That You Will Know
That's When I'll Need A Gentle Smile,
A Thought That You Are There
To Hear You Laugh Or See You Smile
To Feel Again Your Care
Please Don't Leave Me All The Way
Stay With Me In Heart And Mind
So You'll Know Exactly Who I Am
When We Meet Somewhere In Time
Oh Beautiful One I Have To Say
It's So Hard To Let You Go
But I Know One Day We'll Laugh Again
And I Will Hear That Sweet Hello
My Best Thoughts Of You©
With You I Become So Beautiful, Complete and So Alive
These Days That Pass Without You, I Wonder If I'll Survive
A Promise of Fate That Ends With Gold, So Bound and Worn By You
My Heart Does Cry for Time Gone by, So Many Things We Couldn’t Do
Cherish the Dance of Long Ago, When Our Hearts Were First Entwined
Another Life, Another Time, When Life Was Just Yours and Mine
How I Miss the Chance of Holding You, Or to Wake and See You Near
To See You Smile At Me With Love, To Tell YOU Your So Very Dear
Do You Ever Stop and Think of Me, Or Feel Me Reach For You
Have You Ever Just Once Needed Me, Or Found Yourself Reaching Too
I Wonder If I'll Say I Love You, To Your Face or To Your Heart
I Wonder If the Chance Will Someday Come, To No Longer Be Apart
I'll Miss You Forever You Can Bet On That, I Hope My Pain Won't Last Too Long
You Can Count On Me To Love You, And Forever I’ll Sing Your Song
Reflections©
In an afterglow of joy I rise from the depth of darkness.
Remembrance of love,
of hate,
of people left behind.
Tattered smiles, distant relatives,
Walls between you and I.
I can't feel you laugh,
I can't hear you smile.
When you peer into my eyes is it you that you see glowing deep from within?
Do you know how long I've needed you?
To feel you,
To hear you?
To know that you are there?
I fear you do not.
I am empty of your silences.
Light me your radiant way, shine bright to me.
Make my heart smile again.
Show me that from death of love, comes life of love.
I Love You Still©
Why do I say
That its a hard road to take
Why do I feel
That there is no where that your real
Why is there no where to be
where there is just you and me
Why cant you be, for me?
I can't believe in you. I know you cant be for real
I dont forsee but do, know your in me and it kills
I must forget and forgive you for walking to her
I must not know just how you feel lying next to me
Say goodbye my love, please go and dont linger here,
for I cant go on, with your heart, and mine lost somewhere
Let go or come to me and be here for real
go on or stay with me, for I love you still
Sharing My Hope©
It seems now I can live this life
For it might be but one
To walk through pain and normal strife
Without having to come undone
I had never known real peace before
Nor real and unselfish love
Darkness lives in me no more
For I've finally felt the sun
I can learn from all my yesterdays
And remember well the tears
So that I will know the golden rays
That now shine on painful years
Desperation died in me at last
Along with a cold, pained heart
Experience has said, It's In Your Past
And today is a brand new start
My creator and I walk together again
And this time I want it to last
For time is like tiny pepples of sand
Flowing swift through lifes hourglass
My gratitude will show through my courage to change
And by doing what needs to be done
By giving my life to God to arrange
And sharing my hope with someone
To Finally Fly©
As the sun sets across the sky
A tear of joy falls from my eye
For darkness banished from a well within
And sunlit path new life begins
A ray of warmth touch of a hand
I hope ahead and clear the sand
Whisper soft come to mine ear
Tell me of love that stays so near
A new rainbow to light my day
Bluer skies to guide my way
I hear your song, it's in my heart
It put together what seemed apart
To soar within and not without
Is what my life is finally about
Remember©
We shall become one...
You and I
For we've like minds, like hearts
Connected Souls
Perhaps, we knew one another
In a different time
Maybe
We even ran the prairies together
Or...
Chased Quail, or danced with Turkey
Weaving words from coyotes song
On a cool Novembers night
Laughing...
In a Dance under the full moon
I remember...
I remember...
Will You?
I LIVE©
CREATIVITY LIES STILL
IN A COLD, DEAD HEART
NO WORDS TO EXPRESS
FOR A CHANCE TO START
QUIET IN THE BREATHS
OF AN AGE OLD SPLENDOR
I LIVE
LIFTED I BECOME
I RISE FROM AN OLD
A SPIRIT SHALL THRIVE
IN A TIME THATS NOW BOLD
TO SAY I FEEL PAIN
IS TO SAY
I LIVE
Being All Right©
Life goes on and on and on
Doors slam shut and I grow strong
I find ways to really belong
In a world that can feel so wrong
People shove me here and there
Love is dying everywhere
I can only say my prayer
That one day we shall really care
Something shines from a spirit bright
shining upon me a loving light
A flower unwordly away from night
He tells me things will be alright
In a world where war is gain
People giving and keeping pain
Love is often overshadowed by shame
To everything there seems more blame
Tearing trust and hearts apart
We find less time for a childs start
We think of ourselves so they will think were smart
Someday, somewhere I pray we find our hearts
Now I live without so much fight
I look at life with brand new sight
I cast my shadows away with all my might
I've found a place in this world that right
He said its gonna be alright
Morning©
Some webs of fate we weave too soon
Some flowers are picked just before they bloom
To understand a dance already failed by many
We must walk this path with patience plenty
To choose the good we must first know bad
To enjoy a smile, we defeated sad
One time my spirit rose, with an eagle I flew
For just a moment I saw the world he knew
I caught a glimpse of mountains evergreen
He said it was my home that I had seen
As we flew through the morning I heard him cry
and he comforted me as we danced the sky
He gave me life on that morning new
And showed me the work I needed to do
Afterthoughts©
Emotions are like changes in the wind
The clearest thought, the brightest day
Timeless, like age against glass
Pressing in essense in cool harmony
like motion through water, through time
Our pain simmers on through narrowing streets
Harboring deep within our thoughts, our souls
These streets they keep no name
Yet nearly always look the same
hearts keeping rhythm, pressing
Giving Life
Touching, sweet caress
Knowing Love
I wonder sometimes in a deepest haze
If life ever reasons with the soul
Colliding forever against peace
Running forever from me
I love you life,like the sweetest flower
In your light I feel warm and safe from the cold
Like Angels dancing in the heavens
Singing
To those who will hear
Easing in me the fear
Of each passing day
Giving me hope
And promise of a new way
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