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| AND SILENCE FINALLY SPEAKS... ~ Victim�s POV ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ A few days later ...�Save the Last Dance�... At least his daughter admitted she didn�t hate him. He knew about her the whole time but I don�t know a damn thing about Jasmine. *coughs* And here I am feeling sorry for myself because I woke to find a daughter that hated me, too. Only she really did, literally. I don�t know. Sometimes I think there is no way out but maybe I haven�t looked hard enough. Or maybe I don�t have to look. Maybe it�s there in front of me. A way out of the hurt and the heartache. *coughs* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ I did it. All I had to do was cut a hole in the I.V. I just suddenly remembered reading about it somewhere. Now all I have to do it wait it out. No pain involved. No physical pain involved yet anyway. The guys... I haven�t talked to them in almost a year. Oh, how time fly by. *coughs* If they only knew. They probably think I was crazy but it�s their fault. I was the one that tried, they were the ones that gave up. Now here I am turning into them, giving up on everything. I can�t handle it. It�s too unbearable. *coughs* God, my throat hurts like hell. I wish this would be done and over with by now. ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ FUCK! That hurt! My arm... it feels like it�s going to burst. And I was just asleep, too. Too bad I�m a light sleep, right? OH, GOD, HELP ME! My shoulder and my back. What have I done? Why did I do this to myself? Jasmine... my daughter, Jasmine. Shit, I don�t think! *coughs* OH GOODNESS! NOT AGAIN! God, after being gone her whole life, now I�m leaving for good. I�m sorry, Tiesha... Jas... guys. A note! Paper... pen. Ooh... that was a bit painful reaching out there. It hurt even more to write. And I wrote the best I could. I�m sorry.. I Had to do it. To my baby tiesha my daughter jasmine and to my brothers: Nick, kev, bri and AJ at least i�m in a better place... Bye guys. EIGHT SIX |
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