i look down at my diploma in the drawer
thinkin what it means to me
and relise its just another thing taking space in my drawer
should i clean out all these accopishments in my drawer
for something that really matters
like the sonogram's of my future children
or my marriage certificate
something that means more to me
because i'm not sure what High School was about
was it about growing
because i did
was it about living and seizing the moment
because i tried
was it about getting enough education to get more education to get a job
because i will
is it possibly about finding love
because i am waiting
not to find for it but for us to find each other
anyway if HS is about all that then i have best 3 of 4
but for some reason i dont feel like i got anything more then coming in
i was just as smart entering as i am exiting
should i be worried i didnt learn anything?
naw because i was smart before i entered and they were just trying to catch up with me
i was bored
didn't really focus on school
didn't really follow all there rules
oh damn that rhymes
guess i got that from school, how to make words rhyme and sound ok
naw not that either i knew that before HS also
could it be i had my first sexual experience while attending HS
naw not that either cause i could have done that in middle school if i wanted
so what could it be, what could it be
what am i missing, what cant i see
maybe i learned how to dance a lil better
naw not that either i just happen to be lucky with catching on
does really take me much to get something the first time
well except this, because i can't figure out the point of it for the sake of me
wait, its coming to me
i know what i learned and its clear as day
i learned to talk to god, learned to prey and obey
his words that were spoken thru moses to us
durring my HS years, we would discuss
my sins and my redemption and my future
and it lite up my day after leting him take control of the day
knowing what he says today and everyday is the only way