The first time we met, it wasn't love at first sight and nothing was romantic about it. I don�t blame him! I must have looked awful instead of awesome! I also was too exhausted from my journey to fancy anyone as well!
But Jasper was my wonderful guide and showed me many interesting places in Amsterdam. I was so impressed with his keen knowledge on many arts and paintings. We went to the Thai restaurant in Amsterdam together since he wanted to try Thai food. We both agreed that he should taste the real Thai food! Jasper ended up burning his mouth and had stomachache on the way back home!
I don't know how and when our relationship grew from friendship to something more. I just know that I simply like this guy and enjoy his company very much. Only when I left Amsterdam for Copenhagen, I realised I was in love! I cried my heart out and felt so sad...what if he didn't feel the same way I felt?. It was pretty much confusing.
Jasper didn't say much when I left...neither did I. I guess the sorrow consumed me. My mobile phone battery went dead so I couldn't send any sms to him and receive any either. The 16-hour trip wasn't a pleasant one but on top of that I was very sad. So over all, the returning trip was worst than the previous one. I somehow came to conclusion that our relationship was over before it even started!
I arrived home with a heavy heart and tried to get my thought out of it. I recharged my phone battery and found out a few sms from Jasper! He felt the same way, very worried and confused when I didn't reply his sms. I sms him back and said that my phone battery went dead, he called me at home and told me he loved me! I told him I feel the same. We both felt on top of the world that night!
"If you love someone,
you say it right then and out loud,
otherwise the moment just pass you by..."From My Best Friend's Wedding