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Novemeber 6, 2002
Hey ya'll! How's it going? I am doing alright. *sigh* Another week, another half a pound. Okay, I guess I am a little thankful for a loss, especially since I have been slacking (AGAIN) in the exercise department, but GOSH, it's frustrating. Although, it's all my own fault. If I really want to do it, I HAVE TO DO IT! I can't blame the scale, I can't blame anyone...but JONAI. Sooo, I am re-commiting myself to this. Now, before you start thinking I've been stuffing my face with pies, cakes and cookies...don't! lol I have been still eating right, but not good enough. I need to up the veggies and cut out some of the sweets. NO MORE regular sodas. (sighing AGAIN) I mean honestly, I am soooooooo not trying to be one of those overweight women who people stare at because I always order a DIET soda. Awww, don't tell me you don't notice. See the looks and stares, and heck even a few smacking lips at the fact that someone larger than a size ZERO is drinking a diet soda. I mean sure I don't really care what people think... but on the flip side, I kinda do. Heck we all to some degree care about what other people think...you can deny it, but deep down inside...we care. Nothing to be ashamed about honestly. Because if I didn't care what others thought about me...I'd probably still be 90 pounds heavier. *shrug* Anyway, enough about that...it's now the holiday season. And I have been looking forward to the holiday season in general, but NOT the food part of it. But I can handle it. I'm not messing up 10 months of hard work and determination. The way I look at it is this...I am trying to get healthy and live my life. Holidays are a YEARLY thing...so I think it would be hard to avoid 'em. Ya know? lol Sooo, I'm just going to plan ahead...workout a little extra the week of Thanksgiving, and eat in moderation on that day. And once Thanksgiving is over, it's OVER. No leftovers...no more anything. That's my plan...and I'm sticking to it. hehehehe I hope all continues to be well with you all on your journies...let me know!! Hey, I'm nosy...enquiring minds wanna know. :o) And as they say in the news business... And that's a wrap! Until next time, Jonai November 13, 2002 Hey ya'll Happy November 13th! Whew, glad it isn't Friday. lol (umm...get it?!?! 13th...Friday...? okay, sorry...bad joke! lol) Nothing overly new going on with me. Problem of course is I am of course still lacking in the exercise dept. See, I sooooooooo had every intention of working out today... no really I did! Hey, don't roll your eyes @ me...I PROMISE I was planning on going...but okay, this is what happened (now now give me a chance...I am not giving an EXCUSE...just explaining myself *sigh* No, really!?!?! hehehehe) Okay, my schedule has been a little off recently. Ever met someone new and want to talk to them all the time? Well, it's something like that...soooo, I was up all night talking. No, really. And it's not an excuse, but it's what happened. But I am sooooooooooo going to work out this week. *sigh* Alright, fiiiine...don't believe me! lol I'll prove ya wrong! :o) I'm just kidding of course...but I do feel like crap b/c I know I need to get up and get moving. *sigh* Motivation, motivation, oh where for art thou? I know you are there...thou shalt continue to grasp for you! (umm, can ya tell I minored in English in college? lol nah...I didn't think ya could! lol) I don't know...I'm in a good mood right now. HOLD THE PRESSES (egh? lol) Okay, I will work on the good mood stuff & the exercising thing too. I did however lose one pound this week. Umm...{pause} WOOHOO!!?!? Whew, glad to see it go...don't ya come back now, ya hear? lol Alright, thanks ya'll for once again reading my mindless yada, yada... Until next time, Jonai November 21, 2002 Hey, ya'll. Okay, I know it's not Tuesday. I'm a *bit* behind. Sorry! Okay, this is going to be a super short entry because well, I don't have much to say in the weight loss department. I was going to not even weigh in this week. Not because I've been (spooky music inserted here) *bad*. But I just haven't felt like thinking about losing weight. Sure I'm still on point, and still doing everything I should, but *sigh* I'm just tired and lazy this week. Anywho...as I said, I'm still doing good. I lost a few pounds this week *WHEW* as you can tell if you check out my chart. I'm soooooooooooooooooo close to 199 I can feel it. ha ha Actually one day last week I got a reading of 199, I was *thrilled*...but I figured it wouldn't last b/c it was because my eating the day b/4 was VERY slim. Anywho...catch ya'll next week. I'll *really* update then! Jonai |