You'll never know how much you mean to me, Baby. You really have done more for me than you'll ever know. I hope I make you happy for the rest of our lives.You are my soul mate,
My Twin flame. I love everything about you! I'm glad you never want to let me go, because I never want you to.
For a while we were both really worried that he was just the rebound guy. And I'm ashamed of it, but I will admitt to cheating on him. About a week into our relationship I fooled around with Curtis on him. I felt like crap (as I should) & I called him as soon as Curtis left. (I am going to point out that I had NEVER cheated on anyone before.) He actually took it pretty well, because he said 'I knew it would happen sooner or later. You guys were together 2 years. It was bound to happen.' A month later he kissed Virgina at KFC. I wasn't mad that he did it b/c I had a feeling he would. I got mad b/c he spent 3 days with me & during those days he didn't tell me what had happened.
But thats all in the past becuase we both know that Kyle is the only man for me. I have never felt as complete as I feel when Kyle is around or on the phone. He is sweet, & caring, & loving, & protective, & territorial, & strong, & thoughtfull. And we have a lot in common. Best of all his life doesn't revolve around games or tv or really even his friends. He just does whatever he feels like doing to have fun.
As much as I didn't want to fall in love again, as much as I didn't want to trust or open myself up again... I couldn't help it. Its hard not to be open & honest with him. And I just like being around him. He doesn't try to change me or get me to do anything I don't want to do. He's so great & he doesn't even know it. I think that is one of the things I love most about him.
And he is so great with my neices & nephews! Ever since he found out that I was pregnant he has had his hand on the baby no matter where we are or who's around. And any time a guy has been anywhere around me has been really protective. Its really cute!
When we got married it was the best thing that could have happened to me. I can't believe that we started out only a few months ago & now in less than 3 months we are going to have the family we both have always wanted. I'm so lucky sometimes at night I wake up & look over at him & see the newly painted baby bed & I almost burst with joy. There is also the fear that its all just a magical dream thats I'm going to wake up from.
& my soul on fire!
