(Taken from The Freedom of Forgiveness by
David Augsburger)
Forgiveness is not an act - it is a process.It is not a single transaction - it is a series
of steps. Beware of any view of instant, complete,
once-for-all forgiveness. Instant
solutions tend to be the ways of escape, of avoidance, or of denial, not of
forgiveness. Forgiveness takes time -
time to be aware of one's feelings, alert to one's pain and anger, open to
understand the other's perspective, willing to resolve the pain and reopen the
future. The steps of forgiveness are:
1. Restoring
the attitude of love. To love
another is to see that person as full of
worth and precious regardless of any wrongdoing. This is not forgiveness, although most writers
and pastors call
it such. It is the prerequisite
step. Forgiving cannot begin until love
has been re-extended to the offender. Love is possible when we see the other's value once more,
recognize his
preciousness, and choose to be understanding, even of what is beyond being
understood.
2. Releasing
the painful past. To accept another is to meet him or her now, as the
person he really is. To hold the past
between us as if it can be undone or to demand that what was done must be
redone is fantasy not reality. To come
to terms with reality is to accept the past as past. Obviously, what has happened has happened,
but emotionally it is
still taking place. In anger we
struggle with the illusion that we can turn time backwards and run it all
through again, that we can make the other undo what he or she did. I am not my past; I am a
person capable of
repenting, changing, and turning away from past patterns of behavior. You are not your past;
you are equally free
to change if you accept the freedom that is within you. To affirm that freedom is the first step of
forgiveness.
3. Reconstructing
the relationship. This is the real
work of forgiveness. To review the pain of offense within each of us and
between us is not easy, but it is the way to healing. As we work through our anger and pain in
reciprocal trusting and
risking, at last we come to recognize the genuineness of each other's
intentions. Our repentance needs to be
authentic, honest, and as complete as possible at the moment. That is the central work of
forgiveness. "If your brother
wrongs you, rebuke him; and if he repents, forgive him. Even if he wrongs you seven times a day
and
comes back to you seven times saying, 'I am sorry' you are to forgive
him," says Jesus in His most
succinct and clear description of essential forgiveness(Luke 17:3-4,NEB).
4. Reopening
the future. As we begin to cancel
our angry demands on the present in the previous step, we begin to drop our
demands on the future. The demand for
ironclad guarantees that will fix all future acts permanently and securely and
insure our safety from any future pain must be canceled. No one can offer such assurance and go on
living as a truly human being. Such
promises of perfection are possible only for saints or statues, and neither are
desirable in a relationship. In the
future we will be spontaneous together. We may fail. We may act hurtfully again.
5. Reaffirming
the relationship. Reconciliation
must end in celebration, or the process has not ended. We must touch each other as deeply as is
possible in our release of the pain and celebrate the mutual recognition that
right relationship has now been restored or achieved. This bonding of renewed acceptance and
mutual affirmation allows
us to meet with a new meaning to our relationship. To end a reconciliation negatively - "May God
help us that
this never happens again"-blocks our growth as persons. It is fascinating that the words of
mistrust
and suspicion Jacob and Laban set between them-"May the Lord watch between
you and me, when we are parted from each other's sight"; (Genesis 31:
49,NEB)- have been transformed in following generations into a benediction of
love and a celebration of relationship.
Discussion on pp. 51-52 - Freedom of Forgiveness by David Augsburger.
Discussion on pp. 70-71.
Discussion- end of page 44.(Corrie Ten Boom).