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| Where Are The Smiles |
| Where have all the smiles gone? They just are not there anymore. I see your sad eyes and your heart, That seems broken to the core. You were just a boy when tragedy struck And changed the boy I knew. The days have been filled with pain, And the happy ones so few. Gone are the smiles, the carefree times And your free and giving side. So much has happened to you, You crawl up inside your self and hide. I'v tried so very hard to help You see the joy in life, But with all your anger and saddness, It's been a constant strife. I refuse to give up on bringing back the boy, That gave me so much happiness and joy. Yes, you've been through a lot of Suffering and pain. But there is still so much to do, And so very much to gain. My only help for you is to bring Back your smile and shining eyes, To put aside the pain, and let "Mr. L" be the one who cries. I know I should not think of the man Who took part of you away, but I'm your mother and hurt so badly, That he should definitely pay. I know he has to live with him self and answer to God above, I know I shouldn't dwell on him, But he hurt someone I love. I'v decided with all my thoughts and spinning head, To forget about him and leave My thoughts and anger unsaid. As we put aside this part of Our life and journey on our way, "Jason, I love you very much" Is one thing I must say. Gone is your childhood and innocence, Those days have came to pass. I'll help you be a loving, caring man And I know those days will last. With all my love to Jason Love Mom February 16 1999 |
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