THIS IS WHAT YOU OWE
this is what you owe
you've taken from me for long enough
without compassion
you've crossed me for the last time
this is what you owe
payments will be made
one way or another
you will repay what you have taken
you cannot hide this time
this is what you owe
and i swear on everything I am
that you will never live this down
I am not one to easily forget
an act of such betryal
i will take back what is mine
and make sure that you suffer
10 thousand times what I've had to
you have not yet begun to see
the depths of my revenge
I will have my life back again
and to me
this is what you owe!!



THE SHADOW INSIDE
you see me
but you never realize
what youre seeing
is just bottled up lies
held back
by what i cant explain
breaking free
is harder than it seems
look in my face its not who i am
a twisted image of what you want
you force me into slavery
but nothing you can do will ever break me
nothing
look in my eyes
as i stare back at you
what do you see
cuz what i see in you
is just a facade
you lie through your teeth everyday
but can you be blamed for being that way
you let down your guard for just one minute
and you'll get stabbed in the fucking back


JUDGE, JURY, EXECUTIONER
sharpen up your knife
to stab me in the back
watch me bleed
watch my feelings and pain
pour out of me
you've been waiting for this moment
i could see it in your eyes
the way you tried to hide
but i could always tell
does it make you happy now
are you content with yourself
you will no longer have to hear me
you will no longer have to see me
i will no longer exist in your
purified little world
i hope this turns out to be
exactaly what you've always wanted
because in the end...
this might be better for the both of us

SNAPSHOT
the happiest moments of my life
now burn into me
as a raging sadness
its strange how something
so wonderful as that
can bring me such sorrow
how did it work out this way
i would never believe thoughts of you
could make me feel pain
i wish things could stay as my memories picture them


THIS TIME, THIS PLACE
friendship is something that should never be taken for granted
you cant let down someone who needs you that much
know who your friends are and let them know youre there for them
you cant afford to let down someone who means that much
know that i am always there
and i know youre there for me too
i know that i can trust you
remember the times in life that made you feel so alive
those are the moments that make this life worthwhile
and remember the people who you shared those times with
those people should be the ones forever in your life
know that i am always there
and i know youre there for me too
i know that i can trust you
and this time and this place means so much more with you
so thank you for being there
in this time and this place
means so much more with you
thank you for being there
this time and this place
its what i love
good times good friends
youre never alone
this time this place
its what i love
WAKE UP
wake up
to another wasted day
you get nothing done
do you even bother to try
you just sit complacent
in your pile of shit
as the world goes about its business
you pay it no attention
what happened to the dreams you had
what happened to all your ambitions
you let them slide off into nothingness
why dont you get up and start using
your full potential
only you can decide
to change what you do
only you can make your life better
so get off your fucking ass and go
only you can change what you do
only you can make your life better
so get off your fucking ass and go


NEVER ENOUGH
runaway with your aqusations
point your finger at me
no matter what i try
it will never be enough to please you
it tears at my soul
for you to act the way you do twords me
when ill ive ever done is try to make you happy
tell me why nothing is ever good enough for you
tell me why everything i do is wrong
maybe the only solution is
to give you valid reason to hate me


REMEMBER
remember me when i am gone away
when i have left this place
when you can no longer hold my hand
when you can no longer see my face
know that i am always there
think of me but dont despair
look back and think
of a time and memories we shared
dont let them fade away
ours was a love that couldnt be compared
i will always cherish you
til we meet again, remember me and remember that i care


FIRST BLOOD
you come bringing hate to me
step to me out of nowhere
threaten me because somehow
i have done wrong to you
tell me what great crime I have commited
tell me what i did
to wound your manhood
you want to start your shit
you want to throw a punch
well ill give it to you for free
that way i wont feel as bad
when i knock your ass out
and embarass you in front of your friends
and leave you wishing
you had never crossed my path
take this as a lesson learned
some people wont settle for your shit


WHAT IS LEFT TO SAY
what is left to say
when youre barely breathing
barely holding on
your words try to escape your lips
but no one can hear
is there even reason to speak
when no one bothers to listen
no one can feel your pain
except for you
is there any way
you could ever communicate it
through such feble means as words
as you lay hopeless and lifeless
and not a soul bothers to offer you a glance
when no one wanted to hear you
when you could be heard
when you screamed every plea
til your throat was beeding
and still no one listened
then what is left to say

















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