straight from the heart.
From my family,
help me NOT to stray far apart.
This is my plee,
help me to not be taken for granted.
I have tried so hard, ran so far,
fell to my knees and panted.
I pray Jesus,
let me not be so sad and depressed.
For, a hurt that only You can heal,
I have repressed.
This is my prayer,
put people in my life that love me.
The devil's hate,
and him will flee.
No more energy left,
the only energy I have is from You.
To not be taken for granted by those I love,
there is nothing I would not do.
At those sad moments,
whisper to me, "I love you."
by those I love the most?
I never brag about their love,
or about my goodness, I do not boast.
Slowly, I'm running out,
of patience I used to have.
To my family, I just gave and gave.
I still do, though, it doesn't matter.
To just get through ONE day,
I have to start thinking of a hymn.
Why do they hurt me so,
when I have treated them with love?
I feel the eyes of a black crow,
I feel the wings of a dove.
Jesus tells me this,
"do not hate those who hate you."
I think about His words,
I know in my heart they are true.
Lord Jesus, thank You.
my life slowly falling.
All because I am doing it MY way,
not listening to Your calling.
Help me plug into You.
Touch the deepest part of my soul,
where it is saddened and blue.
Take the pain away,
before it takes over me.
It's a deep hurt and agony,
that only You can see.
Too weak to go on in this battle,
yet, too strong to die.
I am hanging by a string,
from within, you hear my cry.
Falling away, slowly, the abundance
of a tortured soul.