| Chap 7 Lindsay picked up the dairy the doctor gave her. She reread the lyrics as she listened to the show on TV. She looked up and watched as Chris Jericho and Trish Stratus were talking backstage. Opening the dairy to the page she left off in the night before she started to write. I wish I could see Benji more then ever now. I am really glad Joel put that on their site. Now I know he doesn't hate me. If he did... I don't think I could live. I need to see if the doc will let me go to the site. I need to write to Benj. I need him to know I am ok and that I will always love him. This doc seems nice. He got me the lyrics and message Joel put and the site and he printed some pics of me and Benj, Benj and the guyz, and me and the guyz. *sigh* I think I would rather be in here then at home with him. I hope I can get away when I am 18... and that Benj can wait for me that long. Laterssssss Lindsay She closed the dairy and lay down to watch the rest of Raw. As she lay there she tried to tell herself that the pain she was falling was not Benji's. She hoped he was ok. *~*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!*!*~*~*~*~*~*~* Benji looked at the ceiling wishing he was wherever Lindsay was. His dad had taken off when he figured out Benji and Joel were not going to back down. He would be back tomorrow night. Benji looked at his calendar it had been 1 week since the blackout day. He looked away with tears in his eyes when he counted the days till Dec. 24th. �35 days. I am sorry Tiger I hope I can find you by then. You have been waiting all year for this. You�re sweet 16...� Benji closed his eyes. "You ok Benj?" "Joel, it is 35 days till her birthday." "Aw Benj. I am sorry." |
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