| Chap 5 �Mr. Long, leave before I call security.� The doctor was blocking the door to Lindsay�s room. Mr. Long�s face was red as he turned and left. The doctor left to go get the thing Lindsay had asked for. *~*~*~*~*~!*!*!*!*!*!~*~*~*~*~*~ �Benji you have become almost uncaring. We all know you miss Lindsay but your grades are dropping, your cutting class, and you are getting in fights almost everyday. What is this the 3rd time this week you have been in my office?� The principle looked up at him. His eyes were on the window, his head tilted to the left, and his arms folded over his chest. �Well then Mr. Jacobs you have two things you can do. 1. Bring Lindsay back to�� �You know I can�t.� �Bullshit! She had to have her records forwarded to her new school. Whatever. At least my friends believe I can find her. Oh and I will find her. If you ever get a girlfriend and she leaves� you will feel what I do now. To love her so much and know she loves you with everything in her. Just like me you will feel that she misses you. Her hear tell you she is so sorry for leaving, feel her hurtin, and most of all hearin her voice beggin you to find her.� Benji pushed the chair out from under him so hard it flew back. As he left he made sure the four classes to both sides knew it with a slam of the door. Something inside him had snapped. He just wanted to help Lindsay. She was in pain. He knew he should calm down but he didn�t care what he should do. Getting to his locker all he saw was Mr. Long�s face on it. He started to hit the locker. With the things going through his mind and the sharp pains in his hands he didn�t here the bell. Tears were flowing in his eyes and ever though he couldn�t see he kept punching the locker. �BENJI!� He didn�t even hear Joel yelling at him to stop. ~*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!*~*~*~*~*~ Lindsay�s eyes opened. �What is he doing?!� She thought. �Benj! Stop it!� She yelled as loud as she could. The feeling he was hurting himself was something she had to make stop. *~*~*~*!*!*!*~*~*~* Benji stopped his punch in midair. He was out of breath and his hands were both bleeding. He slammed his back against the locker and fell to the floor. Joel sat next to him as Paul pushed people on to their classes. �Wow that guy has lost it.� Paul pushed the kid down the hall yelling. �Leave him the fuck alone! You don�t know what he has been through.� Paul was pissed at all of them for saying Benji lost is. He just wanted Lindsay that was it. Joel looked at his brother. �Benj?� He asked softly. �Yeah Joel?� �I am glad you stopped but I thought Paul and I would have to tackle ya. Why did ya just stop?� �I heard her tell me to. I guess she can feel my pain like I can feel hers� �Well bro come on.� �Where are we goin?� �Hospital. Look at your hands.� Benji looked down. �Wanna know something scary? �Sure.� �I don�t even feel the pain. I did at first. But now I only feel like I want Linds. I will go to the hospital. You should stay here� dad will already be mad after Mr. Jacobs calls him. I will deal with him when I get home. I don�t want you to get in the crossfire.� �Oh shut up and come on. We have always handled dad together. Why stop now?� �Cuz tonight is gonna be different. Anything on our site yet?� �No but she will find it Benj.� Benji nodded and got up. �Please bro let me come. I have the keys plus I don�t want you driving like this. If you even can.� �Ok Joel.� �Ya guys takin off?� Paul asked coming back down the hall. �Yeah. I am gonna take Benj to the hospital. One of us will call ya later.� �Ok bye guys� Benj hope ya feel better.� �Thanks Paul.� |