| Chap 3 �Dad what the hell is this!?� �We are moving.� �What why?� �Because I am sick of those little friends of yours. And that Benji kid is nothing but trouble. I want you away from them all and don�t even try to fight it.� �I am gonna go say goodbye then.� �No you are not!� He dragged her over to the car and pushed her in. �He can find out when he tries to come over here and no one is here.� �But I love him! You can�t do this!� Lindsay was crying at this point. �Dad please if you care about me don�t do this!� �Shut up!� He got in the car. �DAD STOP YOU CAN�T DO THIS!!� �I can and I am.� He said as he drove away with Lindsay sobbing next to him and begging him to at least let her say goodbye. *~*~*~*Later that night*~*~*~*~* Benji knocked on Lindsay�s window. �Baby let me in.� He saw the window was open a little bit so he opened it all the way and went in. �LINDSAY!?� He looked around the room and saw it was empty. Expect for one box. Benji picked it up and looked in it. It was all the pictures of him and Lindsay together that she had. He took the box and climbed out the window his eyes filling with tears. He walked in his house and saw his mom in the kitchen. �Hey honey. Dinner is almost ready.� �That�s ok mom. I am not hungry.� He walked up the stairs to the room he shared with Joel. He put the box on his bed and sat down next to it. �I thought you were at Lindsay�s.� �I was but she wasn�t.� �Huh?� �Her house is empty. She left me. All that was in her house was her box with all our pictures in it.� �No Benj. No Lindsay would never leave without saying anything.� �She did!! Joel she is gone and so is my heart.� �But she was just telling you she can�t live without you on the bus today.� �I guess it was a lie.� Benji put his head down and let the tears flow freely. *~*~*~*Meanwhile*~*~*~*~* �I HATE YOU!! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS!!!� Lindsay ran to the room that was now hers. She lay on the bed crying. �Well Lindsay I have made sure you can�t call them. And I have wiped the screen names out of you computer. Since you said that you all just made new ones I know you don�t remember them. And I blocked them for iming you also.� �GO AWAY!! I HATE YOU!!� Her dad left. �God Benj I need you. I told you I would come to you but you are gone from me now.� Lindsay looked at the pills that feel out of her purse. �I promised him I wouldn�t. But I can�t live without him.� She heard her dad knocking on the door and quickly swallowed the pills as he came in the room. �You stupid little girl.� He picked her up and took her to the hospital. Lindsay woke up in the hospital bed. She realized it didn�t work and started to cry. �Miss. Long I need to ask you some questions.� Lindsay just looked at him. �Did you want to die?� Lindsay nodded. �Why?� �Because I need Benji and my father made me leave without saying goodbye. Benji was that only good thing in my life. I can�t live without him. I know he is pain and he thinks that I just left him on my own free will.� �Are you going to try this again?� �What do ya want doc? Me to say no? I can�t not in till I can be with Benji again.� The doctor nodded and walked out of the room. �Mr. Long I think we should put her in the mental ward for 30 days. Or you can take her to see her boyfriend. Seeing him will help more.� �She is never seeing him again.� �Ok sir. I will have her moved upstairs right away.� He walked back in to Lindsay�s room. �We are going to move you upstairs.� �Why?� �You are being committed for 30 days for attempted suicide.� �No! No! Just let me go to Benji. He is all I need. If I have him in my life I will not do it again.� �Your dad made the decision already.� � BENJI!! HELP ME PELASE!! I LOVE YOU!!� �Lindsay stop.� �PLEASE I JUST NEED HIM!! BENJI!!!� The doctor got a shot ready. �NO!! STOP!!� He gave her the shot. �Benji please�� Her voice trailed off as the shot took effect. |