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i am very poor

.monday 9th may 2005.

www.singaporestreetfestival.com 
/band.html

...i just saw and i am still laughing 
over it *laughs louder*. it's like
A NATIONAL COMPETITION and i 
am picturing the whole situation in  
my head right now: 

yaya: wargh! aku taknak nyanyi! 
so many people!!! aku taknak!! 
syaiful: i need to shee-shee!!
rizal: *teeth's chattering, legs
shaking* what am i going to do?!
umar: OK, OK! EVERYBODY  
LISTEN TO ME. BREATHE INNNN. 
BREATHE OUTTT. BREATHE INNN.
BREATHE OUTTT.
fattah: *already up on stage*
ANDA SEMUA MAHU ROCK?!! 
MAHU? MAHU, TAK MAHU?!
CROWD: MAHU PAK! MAHU!

*laughs+rolling on da floor oredy*
  ...evil me is lookin' forward to it,
  i'll come and maybe i could do 
  smtg to sabotage their 
  performance, no, no, i'll sabo the 
  other bands, hope they're not 
  reading this...
  THE BEST OF LUCK TO SPIRIT X.
  
  -hantu-

.wednesday 4th may 2005.

ARGH!! AKU TAK BOLEH TERIMA
NIE SMUA!! BFDAY AKU NARIE!!
BLACK AJAK AKU PEGI 
PIZZAHUT!! JJ AJAK AKU PEGI
DELIFRANCE!! TAPI AKU KENA 
DOK RUMAH BUAT PERIBAHASA!!! 
AKU SEDIH! AKU PASRAH!!! 

MY FRAGILE HEART IS LIKE-
ALREADY SHATTERED ON THE 
FLOOR INTO 1000 PIECES AND 
THOSE PIECES BROKE INTO 
MORE SMALLER FRAGMENTS AND 
I AM CRYING LIKE NOBODY 
BUSINESS BECAUSE I-HAVE- 
NEVER-BEEN-SO-SAD IN MY 
WHOLE LIFE AND I-AM-
SERIOUSLY-HEARTBROKEN....

..sniff sniff...it's just to painful 
to bear...it's the first time i 
actually remembered my bday 
and was looking forward to it...

O my sorrows..O my miseries..
Let me breathe...
Understand the pain you've 
inflicted on me...
I will die...
I will die...

-hantu-

.monday 25th apr 2005.

manusia di sekeliling kita pasti
berubah dan akan terus berubah. 
kita harus menerima hakikat ini.
walau betapa susah untuk kita 
melakukannya. ini realiti hidup. 
hampir setiap hari kita dicabar 
dengan kenyataan ini, lebih-lebih 
lagi jika kawan-kawan sendiri 
yang terlibat. baik atau buruk
perubahan tersebut, kita perlu 
menerimanya. penting bagi kita 
untuk cuba dan pelajari 
bagaimana untuk menerimanya 
tanpa protes. kita harus sedar
bahawa diri kita sendiri sedang  
berubah pada masa yang sama.
dilemma yang sama dihadapi juga 
oleh kawan kita sendiri. dengan 
itu, penting untuk kita untuk 
saling faham-memahami.
sesungguhnya, ia hanya sekadar
satu perubahan.

-hantu-

.sunday 24th apr 2005.

i've bought fushigi yugi vol.7.
somebody borrowed vol. 5&6 and 
never return it. i'm pissed like
hell now. @^%$! my inuyasha 
movie3 is going @ least 7kb/s 
now, it'll be my reward after 
exams.and i'm still thinking of
buying inuyasha/naruto/gs vcds.

-hantu-