wandering aimlessly lost alone unsure left behind throughts cross the mind drowned by pain covered in blankets of emptiness unsure where i stand unsure what i feel unsure what you mean unsure why you do what you do unsure why i feel the way i do why am i hurt? why am i lost? why am i left alone? insecurity rushes up around me feelings of inadequecy emptiness left alone one sided friendship? or just me? one sided? no sided ? two sided? lost... more or less? less or more? alone confused where am i? where have you been? am i still here or am i lost? just like all the other people have lost me left alone forever forgotten nothing to do no way to change the past but i still feel alone inadaquete not good enough will never be for you wish i knew why but dont and never will just lost and forgotten again and again and it continues on... till when... forever...
