Their days together involved dinners to McDonalds with Ethan and their nights were lived acting out each other's fantasies. Ethan came to love JC, but still Raven didn't have the heart to tell him that JC was his father. 3 days later, the tragic day came when JC had to leave. Raven was on the phone, speaking to someone.

"Yes, I'll see you later�uh huh, Ethan is doing fine�yeah, I'll meet you at the airport in an hour�yeah, love you too�bye," she hung up her cell phone and looked at JC, smiling at her and giving her a light kiss on the cheek. p>"I have to go to the airport to pick up a friend," Raven told JC disappointedly, "I'm sorry I have to go."

"It's okay," JC replied, stroking a hand through her hair, "I have to be going anyways. I love you."

Raven still didn't reply to his 'I love you' with her own. To tell the truth, she still didn't know if she loved him. 3 nights of sleeping with him and she still didn't know if she loved him or if he was a warm body in her bed. She would have to tell him the truth.

"Don't you love me?" JC asked her gently, giving him a sweet look with his light blue eyes.

Raven swallowed her fear and spoke her true mind, "JC, I haven't been telling you the entire truth."

"What do you mean?" he got up from the couch. Ethan was going to be home with AnnaMarie any minute, and he didn't want to fight with her. He thought she would keep nothing from her, "What have you been keeping from me?"

Raven went up to her jewelry box and pulled out the dainty diamond ring, slipped it on her finger and said quietly, "I'm married."

"You're what?!?" JC exploded, "You're married? You had an affair with me? That's why you didn't tell me you loved me back! What am I to you, your bed warmer?"

"Honestly, I don't know," Raven replied quietly, "I mean, I love Andrew, but you're the father of Ethan and I don't want to lose you. Ethan loves you-"

"I love you! I loved you! I made love to you!" JC muttered out, running his hands through his hair stressfully, "How could you have done that to me and not tell me about having a husband? You obviously didn't mind cheating on him, you didn't object to anything I did!"

Raven gave him a scared look and quietly said, "JC, just go, please, I'll call you soon."

"Fine, I'd rather go than stay here, I need to think for awhile," JC said, stepping out of the door.

Raven sank to the floor, crying. Why did she have to lie to him? She did love him and she just wouldn't admit it to JC. She had screwed up everything. But Andrew, she would never tell what happened in that bedroom with Ethan's father and herself. She didn't know if she'd ever see him again.

Meanwhile

JC raced home, infuriated. How could Raven not tell him so important? But the weird thing was, he still loved her. Even if she had a husband and she loved him. He loved her with all of his heart.

But now he had lost her.

He was losing everything.

He pulled in his driveway to see the lights on and the door open. He jumped out of his car, wondering what was going on and he went inside the house. It was completely wrecked. The TV, VCR, stereo, DVD player, telephone, a lot of his Hard Rock Caf� menus and other things of value to him were gone. He had been robbed.

He slid down to the ground, starting to cry. He literally was losing everything. He saw a note on the refrigerator from where he was sitting on the ground. He got up and looked at the note:

JC,

I loved you so much. Why would you do something so horrible to me? I loved you. You claim I took everything from you, I was with you just for your money. Well, this is to prove to you and the press that you were right. I hope you're happy with that girl that you left me for. She will never love you. Not like I did. You will come back to me. We were meant to be together. We are soul mates. You may have lost me, but you've lost a lot more than that. JC Chasez, you have lost your pride losing me. And you may never get it back.

Bobbee

3 months later

Raven and her husband, Andrew, sat in front of the doctor with little Ethan sitting on Andrew's lap. Their fingers were laced together as the doctor came back into the room.

"Well, Mr. and Mrs. Frederick," the doctor said sternly, looking at the couple and their son, "The tests came out positive. You will be having another baby!"

"I'm pregnant!" Raven exclaimed, wrapping her arms around her husband's neck tightly, seeing little Ethan smile.

"That's the good news," the doctor said, breaking the couple out of their happy state, "The bad news is that we did the preliminary blood test, and it appears Mr. Frederick is not the father of your baby�"