Raven sat down on the steps in front of her door, tears falling out of her eyes. JC had said such mean things to her, and she didn't know if he meant them at all.
She felt like hell was crashing down upon her.
She looked at her watch and saw it was 9:06. It was past Ethan's bedtime. She needed to get him up to bed and sleep. She didn't want him to see her like this.
She was stronger than this.
She wiped the tears from her sleeve and let out a loud sniffle as she walked back in the house to see her little boy yawning, seeing the credits roll on from Blue's Clues.
"Ethan, it's past your bedtime," Raven said sweetly to her son, looking down at him, "Come on, let's get you to bed."
"Okay mommy," he extended his little hand to her and she walked him up to his room.
She changed him into his pajamas and set him in bed with a glass of milk to drink.
"Night night, mommy," he said before his little eyes shut, the same blue as his father.
That little prick. She would always be reminded of him when she looked into her son's eyes.
"Good night, pumpkin," she smoothed out his brown hair and walked out of the room, leaving the door open a crack for her son.
Raven sighed as she practically fell onto her bed and fell into a deep sleep.
The next morning, she woke up with her head hurting. She opened her eyes, wanting to see if her son was awake. She felt a warm arm sprawled across her stomach as she pulled the cover off of her. She wasn't wearing any clothes.
"What the hell?" she asked quietly as she looked at the body next to her in the bed.
It was JC. He was sleeping peacefully next to her, his naked body holding her closely to his. Raven was more confused than ever.
How did JC get there? And how were they both naked?
She jumped out of bed, grabbing the blanket with her, leaving him exposed on the bed. She saw him stretch out, waking up as she looked him up and down, his nakedness gleaming in the morning sun.
Stop it Raven! She told herself. Not after all the stuff that had happened between them. She wouldn't even think about falling for him.
"Hi Raven," he told her, sitting upon the bed, not minding himself being naked in front of her, "How did you sleep?"
"How did you get here?" Raven asked, brushing her hair behind her shoulders, watching him walk closer to her.
No no no, she would not give in to JC.
"I've been here before, and you always leave the key in the mailbox, remember?" JC asked quietly, kissing her on the collarbone, trying to release the blanket from her grasp.
She didn't care how much she hated him, his kisses felt so good�
"Did we have sex?" she asked him, moving his hands away from her, still curious about what happened and how he got there.
"No we didn't," JC replied gently, his hands returning to the blanket, gently holding her hands that were clutching the blanket tightly, "We made love last night."
Raven's face softened along with her hands as she let go of the blanket, JC slowly guiding the blanket down her body, tracing every curve through the blanket.
"What about Ethan?" she asked, starting to feel turned on as JC eyed over her naked body.
"He went to his grandmother's house, I already woke up and sent him off," he got on his knees, kissing the area around her stomach and going lower.
"Oh, JC," she moaned sensuously as he dipped down to her center, his tongue lightly making his way into it, massaging her thighs as she moved her hips closer to his face, "I want you."
JC just kept probing his tongue deeper and deeper inside her, tasting her juices as she practically shoved his head to her, her head bending back on her neck, in a state of bliss.
"I need you, I want you now," she shoved out of her mouth as he delved his tongue deep inside her. She was guiding him towards the bed, falling back upon it, ""Please don't torture me anymore."
He raised his head from her center and fell on top of her, "Do you want me baby?"
"Yes," she moaned as he gently slid himself inside of her, noticing how big he was, "JC, you are so big," she gasped out as he started thrusting inside her quickly.
"I love you Raven," he said, grunting impatiently as they kissed.
"Oh!" Raven exclaimed as he reached her spot deep inside her, moving her hips up off the bed, wanting him deeper inside her, "I love you, too, JC�"