Higher Consciousness / Enlightenment

Hiccups, mistakes, or chaotic intrusion� chaos exists even in the increasingly structured pathways of the spirals.  What is the consequence of the existence of a chaotic hiccup in a structured decision process? Nothing much, as long as the structure of the spiral is more possible than the chaotic intrusion present.  It will be swept up into the pathway of the spirals.  But� what if the chaotic hiccup is bigger?  Dependant upon the current spiral situation, certain "hiccups" can do strange things to the decision making process.
There are two sates of consciousness, awake and asleep.  Perhaps by not eating enough food, or simply not sleeping enough, chaotic sleep-like states can happen in the wake state.  This enlightened the mind a little, enough to realize that one could rest one's mind on purpose. Through the usage of meditation and/or chaotic drugs, a greater awareness (enlightenment) came to be.  This is because the way of structured things; to become more and more structured.  If the chaotic intrusion is large enough it will "echo" all the way up the spiral levels to the level of "self".  Now, instead of having just a structured decision to a situation, we have a "hiccupped" version.  It is by the arrival of a chaotic (to a certain degree) decision, an "error" in the system, that now allows not only a "yes" or a "no", but a "maybe".  Now the system (you, for example) can "choose" "yes" or "no" independent of whether the decision follows along with math or logic.  It is this independency, this "stepping out", this ability to "think outside the box" which causes a greater awareness (enlightenment) to occur.  This enlightenment allowed for something else as well; control over belief; "free will". This achieved decision-making control over whether to be in a chaotic state or a structured state.
I will say this in another way: Human beings are the most mathematically/logically "in tune".  Why is this? I think it is because we are the most chaotic.  Personal quote: "All aspects of existence exist as themselves and as the opposite of themselves, how different the opposites are is determined by how closely the focus is placed on something unique."  Being in a more chaotic awareness is to "zoom out", causing the structure of existence to become more apparent due to contrast; i.e. our understanding of math/physics/logic/structure is increased the less we "concentrate on"/"think about" it.  Conversely, the more you "zoom in" your focus, the greater the awareness of chaos.
See your "right brain" as the "zoom out", your left as the "zoom in".  See "enlightenment" as the awareness of the ability to take a-hold of the "zoom lens" and change it at "will".
Remember back to the "spin a coin" example in the "balance" section.  When at a perfect "fork" in the road, when two (or more) options are equally possible; this is when "chaos" enters. But, is it strictly chaos? When in this situation, it is the next level up (of the environment) that controls the decision.  If the local situation causes a hugely balanced (the local-local overrides the local-global (does that make sense?)) state, then the next highest global environment/spiral's path takes over trying to force the situation into a compliant decision.
What if you stop thinking entirely, balance your "mind" (like the coin), rest it, clear it, stop it from "quaking"?  The longer you do this, the bigger a balanced state you create, the higher the environmental level is that will try to force you back into thought.  You now become aware of "higher" thoughts, because higher and higher levels are using these "thoughts" as "tools" to break "you" free of your balanced state.
So now we see that "chaos" is the "seed" of structure, and vise versa. Ying Yang.
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