Missing You Today

Yesterday was the day,

You left me kneeling, falling away.

As I reached out for your grace,

You shivered sweet tears of pain,

Took my hand and said:

 

"I know your touch,

There is nothing to say.

Never will I forget what you did today.

Placing your little piece of heaven in front of my own,

You allowed me to look in your eyes,

To see my reflection in your gaze.

I saw a future that could have been followed,

Yet as I look in your tears,

I cannot lead a false faith."

 

"Never forget what I am about to say,

For its true of us everyday...

We are one and the same,

Our hearts are together during sleeping innocence or hate.

But our lives are so far apart,

Let me be with my contentment of false meaning...

Make it easier for me to let go of our pain."

 

So I’m forced to keep wandering,

Without your feelings or your praise.

Yet blank images of vivid imagination,

Force their way in of what could have been had that day.

 

I hope you can live,

Swallowed up in an uneternal white sheet of love.

I dream you can see,

What truly could have been.

 

Why did you leave me,

Without taking my hand in the beginning phase.

Why did you run without asking;

Why I had said that,

Why I had felt that,

Why we could have never been different again...

 

We sit in solemn false tranquility,

Crying into each others hands, even though were thousands of miles away.

Trying to convince ourselves it's for the best,

While we miss every chance.

 

Why ask God to change things between us,

When we say through tears that everything’s ok...

 

Fading images of crying couples,

Hurts every tainted souls red past.

Asking are the words in a narrow path...

What happened to our lives,

What happened in that day.

 

Playing each others foolish lives,

We huddle and obey.

Primal instincts make us hide in each others arms again,

We will see that day...

 

Everyday I will hope and pray.

Oh god how I’m missing you today...

 

- Kev

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