My Last Wish
Each moment,
Feeling myself and my pain,
Getting closer to The Eternal Ending.
What have you got to offer me?
Shall you adore me,
With all the love and passion that’s part of your life?
As if I where the last person you will ever love?
Are you strong enough,
To hold me,
Before I fall?
Hold down my Eternal fear,
Ease my screaming pain.
I only long for your gentle Embrace.
Let me feel your magic,
Show me your thru mental beauty.
Reveal your Darkness to me.
Do you also fear to have,
A life,
with no love?
An embrace,
With no touch?
A gentle word,
With no meaning?
A heart,
With no beat?
A vein,
With no blood?
Fear to be left alone,
And to be without any presence.
Loneliness,
Is what’s keeping us all down.
Dare to see the Darkness,
With no light.
A never-ending beauty,
With a crying heart…
Do not fear me,
my Darkened Soul,
nor my Death…
I am who I am,
the Melancholy
within my heart,
my thoughts,
my dreams…
I am who I am,
The Blood,
within your veins
The Hate,
within your life
The Pain,
within your body and soul
The Tears,
within your helpless eyes
The Love,
you that you do not wish to have…
Forgive me…My Darkened Darling…
For knowing your mind, your thoughts,
and the Reason for your never- ending Pain…
But only this, makes my existence remain
My heart is burnt,
being unable to let you show, the truth
Left alone, with only the simple words to tell,
…I Adore all that’s part of Thee…
- Olimpia Vanryckeghem -
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