By nephildevil
If I die.
I shall be dead.
All that is left of me.
Is a corpse.
And all I have created.
That is not gone.
I have experienced dying.
I thought I died.
Now I seem to be alive.
Do I live ?
If so, I shall die.
Later.
If not I’m dead.
And I conquered Death.
If so I know the knowledge of eternal life.
If I use that knowledge.
Again.
I am immortal.
But all that remains of me is a stupid corpse and stuff that is not gone.
What a hell of a world this is.
Walking corpses.
And I should be One of them.
But I decided I live.
I’m not dead.
Yet.
Are you alive ?
For how long ?
Eternal ?
For real ?
Or are you trying to kid Me ?
All is possible in fantasy.
In My fantasy.
I’m constantly kidding Myself.
I like that.
Believing shit.
But I know.
I am real.
I shall die.
For real.
Believe Me.
I shall.
I will.
So must it be.
In My reality.
Sometime.
Dead.
Are fascinating.
Death.
Is fascinating.
To Me.
I shall not miss Me.
When I’m dead.
Others might.
It might be you.
If you die.
Who will miss you.
I might.
If you are immortal.
You are a person I can’t stand.
I will never miss you.
The one person I will never miss.
Is Me.
My reality is perfect.
If you are Me.
I’m perfect.
I’m Me.
In My reality.
Where are you ?
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