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Listening to music of love makes me miss having someone that loves me. It makes me die a little inside knowing I am missing the tenderness from someone who cares. Missing the closeness of having someone to share my feeling, someone to bring out the best of me. Sometimes I think I have lost out on love forever. I will go through life lonely, wanting two arms to hold me in the night and his kiss moist on my lips. There"s no ones heart beating in tune with mine, no ones body warm next to me in the night. Will I ever have someone sleeping close to me again? The feel of a heart beating close to mine again? Will there ever be someone that puts his arm across my body in his sleep and pull me close just because he wants me there? My heart cries out for the love I need to make me whole again. A love thats true and caring, not a love that uses and hurts. A love that has a heart gentle and healing. How could I have been so wrong about giving my heart to someone that used it up? Someone that I think, didn't know how to love. God grant me the wisdom to recognize a love thats true and caring, a heart thats willing to give of itself and not take. I keep telling myself not to give up on love, but i keep waiting and looking into hearts but none will ever belong to me. I think no one wants a heart that has been bruised and hurt. I wonder if they can see the tears behind a smile, the heart thats crying inside. The love inside thats waiting to be shared. love neon_sapphire |