Disclaimer
- I don't own the characters in the Matrix, nore do I protest to. This
is a hobby, and I don't have any
money, so
it won't do any good to sue.
Notes - Basically
started cause my friend who saw the movie had absolutely NO clue that Trinity
was head over
heels for
Neo until she KISSED him. (talk about dense), so I wrote this fic to try
and fill in the gaps. Major spoilers
for the movie,
and a couple things from the script, you've been warned. Enjoy!
The Seer Foretold
by
Mistiec
I don't know
what started it. I don't know when I knew I was actually falling for him.
I just know ... that I did. Morpheus
picked him,
believed he was the ONE, the one to save everything; everyone, and I thought
that maybe if I looked hard
enough, I'd
see what Morpheus saw. Neo had always been searching, looking for the Matrix
so hard, so full of earnest,
and I began
to feel it, as I was watching him. Cypher was right, I liked watching him.
Not even when I was young,
searching,
did I have the the need to discover the Matrix that he did. I still can't
believe we never found him until now.
But then again,
I was always unsure, I was always afraid, even when I was freed from the
Matrix. Twelve long years
ago, I was
scared shitless, and it took me eight years for that fear to finally ebb,
eight years to finally become
comfortable
with myself, with Morpheus, and one day he went and threw my safety net
out the window.
We were all
sitting in the eating room, and he came in, and just announced that I was
going to see the Oracle. Everyone
had stared
at me in surprise. They had never been to see the Oracle. I could see the
questions forming in their heads...
why me?
The same question was running through mine.
Morpheus kept
his mouth shut on the way over there. I could see Cypher steal glances
at me, but I ignored him. My mind
was whirling
as I gazed at the streets that I had come to think of as surreal.
"Morpheus."
"Yes, Trinity."
I was silent for a moment, forcing the question to emerge as we walked up the stairs, our glasses glinting. "Why?"
"Because you are special, Trinity." He replied easily. "You have a destiny. I can feel it."
I followed him numbly, up the elevator, and suddenly crossed my arms, staring at him in frustration.
"Dammit, Morpheus, I know I'm not the One! I know-"
"Trinity."
His voice caused me to freeze. He was quiet, and then leaned forward and
gently peeled my glasses from my
face. My face
naked, I suddenly looked away, but he forced my face to look into his with
the fist curled under my chin.
"Don't be
scared. Fear can undo you. You must learn not to fear."
I stared at him defiantly. "I'm not scared."
"Yes you are."
The answer was a statement, and we continued to stare at each other in
silence until the elevator
stopped with
a jerk. Glaring at him, I pulled my glasses back on, them being the only
protection I had.
I must not
have registered much after that, because the next thing I knew I was standing
inside of a kitchen, gazing at a
kindly old
woman who stared at me as she lit a cigarette, the smoke wafting around
her like a grayish halo. For a
moment I was
filled with awe, and then was shaken out of my reverie when she spoke.
"So, you're the infamous Trinity."
I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.
"You know we
don't get that many girls over here." She said, a smile floating on her
face as she studied me. She
motioned to
my body with her hand, the cigarette burning in my direction. "That leather
looks good on you."
My startled eyes when down to the black leather, and my cheeks flushed. "Well... I."
She sighed,
coming toward me and blowing her breath out. "You're not the type to make
with the small talk, I can see
that. Well,
then... let's get down to business. You don't know why Morpheus brought
you here, and it's killing you, isn't
it?"
I nodded, looking
up at her, deciding that if she wanted to tell me what I was thinking,
I shouldn't fight it. "I know I am
not the One."
I said simply.
She chuckled. "No, you're not." She grinned suddenly. "But you're darn close."
My eyes must
have widened in surprise, because she just chuckled again and stepped forward,
grabbing my glasses
gently as
Morpheus did and easing them off.
"You believe
that you were meant to do something, that you have something important
that you are a part of, but you
don't think
you could be part of something as important as the One. Why?"
The question was direct, and I felt my heart skip a beat as I could see her peering into my very soul.
"I... I don't -"
"You're scared." She interrupted me calmly, and I could only sputter in surprise.
"Excuse me?!"
She chuckled,
waving a finger at me dismissively. "Chill out, kiddo. It's all right to
be scared. You should be." I looked up,
startled.
"Excuse me?" I repeated, shifting my gaze as I stared at her.
The woman just
grinned that soft knowing smile, nodding. "You think you are hard, you
think you are calloused, but you
will fall."
My heart froze,
it stopped beating for just a fraction of a second before I dully realized
that it wasn't my heart, it was the
Matrix, and
I straightened forcing myself to calm down. "What do you mean?" I asked,
my voice softer now, devoid of any
challenge.
"Oh, now, it's
nothing to be worried about! It will be your strength!" She moved forward,
and covering my hands with
hers, pulling
me to the kitchen table and sitting down across from me. Her hands were
soft, delicate, young, a furious
contrast from
the old age that they appeared.
"Listen
to me, child." Her voice was rhythmic, it purred as it was tinged with
earnestness, the seriousness in her eyes
forcing me
to lean forward, my breath catching. "You will be part of something huge,
something that will change all
humanity.
You think you can change the matrix, that you can change everything. You
believe you are destined for
something
great, and you are child. You are, even if you have your doubts, you are."
She smiled, patting my hand. "But
listen close.
There will be betrayers in your midst, and you will lose friends, you will
lose many friends. You're strength will
be tested,
and it will be your duty to be a liaison, a gentle anchor for HIM to hold
on to. When he loses all hope, you will
be the one
that must turn him, you must be the one that believes. You must be the
one that does not fear. You will not
have a choice
to fear."
My whole body
was trembling, and when I opened my mouth, I found that words would not
come. Swallowing, I tried
again, my
mind frozen as I only managed one syllable.
"Who?"
Her smile widened, became gentle, proud. "Him. The One."
The One. I would meet the One? "But how-"
"You want to
know how you will know he is the One?" She nodded, not letting go of my
hands. "I'll tell you, sugar. You
will fall
in love. And the man you fall in love with, he will be the one. Talk about
getting yourself a good man."
I couldn't
speak. I felt my throat close up, and I felt my fear grab hold of me. This
couldn't be true. Not to me. Everything
she told me
after that I registered, but barely, because all I could feel was the pressure
of her hands on mine, tapping
me in rhythm
with the beating of my own heart. The One. I would meet the One.
I walked out
of her kitchen in a daze. When I met Morpheus, he didn't say a word, only
wrapped an arm around me and
led me out
of the room. We were silent, as we walked out, when we walked out of the
building we immediately let go of
each other,
straightened out coats, put our glasses back on. I was the same frozen
Trinity I was before. And I knew that
I was scared
stiff. I couldn't be this close to the prophecy, to the One. It wasn't
in me.
Cypher lay
in wait, leaning against the car, a look of mild curiosity on his face.
Morpheus acknowledged him with a nod,
and got into
the car without a word. Cypher gazed at me as he opened the back door for
me. Stopping me just before I
entered, he
gave me a look.
"So after seeing
her, you still believe all this mumbo jumbo?" H asked, leaning in, his
body inches from mine. I turned
away automatically,
my anger surfacing as his sneering attitude and becoming visible despite
the black lenses that hid
my face.
"More than ever."
And with that
I slid into the car and closed myself off to him and to the world, following
Morpheus out into the Matrix, my
black coat
swirling behind me, hiding my trembling, my fear.
It was almost
as if Morpheus knew. He knew my regard, he knew my affection. Morpheus
seemed to know everything
before I did.
And he shared my devotion. The seer had foretold that He would find the
one, and the knowledge that I half
believed it,
that I wanted to believe it, only confirmed his belief that Neo was the
one. He saw the way I looked at him,
the way I
wanted to believe, the way I wasn't as skeptical as I was with the others
the way I began to realize exactly
how much I
wanted him to be the One. I began to know. I began to realize how
much I loved him.
And for Trinity to fall in love.... and to know it.... it is something that could stop worlds.
I knew I couldn't
stop it. When I found him, when I began to watch him, when I finally pointed
him out to Morpheus, and
we began to
listen, and to wait, it started, deep within me.
The night after
he fell the first time, after I took Neo his dinner, Morpheus found me
in the kitchen washing out the cups
and the plates.
I knew he was watching me, even though my back was turned, and so I wasn't
surprised when he
began to speak.
"You're taking this all to heart, aren't you?"
His words were easy, but they made me freeze for a moment, before I continued washing.
"Everyone falls the first time."
"You did."
I almost smiled at the memory, and then turning, forgetting my wet hands
that dripped on the floor as I looked
at him seriously.
"Do you really
believe he's the one?" I asked breathlessly. He was quiet for a moment,
and then leaned forward and
took a glass
of water from me, sitting down at the table.
"You know I do."
"But there has been so many others-"
"The oracle said I would find the one. And I believe her."
"What did she
tell you?" I asked him softly, looking at him seriously. He sipped his
water, taking a moment to drink
before looking
at me.
"She said.... lots of things." He returned easily. "What she told you is bothering you, isn't it?"
I swallowed, nodding. "It's all coming true."
"And do YOU
believe he is the One?" I froze, now that the question was raised I couldn't
work around it. He was waiting
for his answer,
I knew, and the only one I could offer was...
"I don't know."
I was still scared. I knew that, and the oracle said I wouldn't be scared
anymore. I didn't know. But I
didn't tell
Morpheus that, he just seemed to know my inner turmoil; he smiled as he
stood up, patting my shoulder before
walking out
the door, pausing and saying,
"Yes, you do."
I did know.
I knew my answer even before Cypher asked me if I believed he was the One,
even as I saw the crew that
had become
my family; Apoch, Mouse, Switch, die before my eyes. I took it all
in, without thinking, leading them away
from Morpheus,
our leader, our father, our friend, for one reason; because I believed.
I believed because I knew then
that I loved
him. It was like a fever inside of me, and with every waking minute, it
was spreading.
But I was still
scared. Even though I could feel my fear diminishing, I could still feel
it in me, hindering me, as Neo looked
me straight
in the eyes, telling me he wasn't the One. I didn't believe it. It couldn't
be true. Because I loved him.
It wasn't.
I knew it wasn't. In our darkest hour, when everyone but he had escaped,
and I could nothing but mop the
blood from
his convulsing body, I knew that it couldn't be true. Because I now freely
admitted it, even though I had no
idea how it
had happened, I knew, I could say, that I loved him.
I stared at
his still, beaten figure, the sparks of the ship failing all around me,the
taste of death in the air, of his death, of
our death,
and I suddenly wasn't afraid anymore. Peace, serenity filled my core, and
my breathing became soft and calm.
Everything
the Oracle had told me had come true, everything. I had finally become
the gentle anchor she had predicted.
One hand gently
went to his sweat soaked face, the face that appeared so dead. "Neo." I
whispered, suddenly calm,
serene. "I'm
not afraid anymore." I smiled, the tears beginning to show as the noise
around the ship grew louder, the
sparks closer.
"The oracle told me that I would fall in love, and that man, the man I
fell in love with, would be the One." I
caressed his
cheek. "So you see? You can't be dead." I swallowed, leaning in closer,
my eyes on his perfect face.
"Because I
love you." And not being able to hold myself, I closed the gap between
our faces, and cemented my words
with a tender
kiss, catching his lips softly, but firmly. "I love you, Neo."
I stared at
him for a second, waiting, and for some reason, felt no surprise when he
suddenly lurched forward, breathing
in air.
I heard Morpheus
and Tank gasp behind me, but I only smiled before losing the grin and telling
him sternly, "Now, get
UP!"
And he did.
And he kicked ass...he finally became the One. The ship began to crumble,
and my concentration was torn
away when
I looked up and saw the machines come down on us.
"NEO!!!" I
screamed, knowing that somehow he heard me, and then I screamed for myself,
throwing myself over his still
body as all
around me the electromagnetic pulse surged. The ship rocked, crackled,
screeched with ear splitting
commotion,
and then, as quickly as it had come, it was all over.
My heart still
pounding, I raised my head, and then checked quickly to see if Neo was
all right, and my heart caught in my
throat as
I saw the most beautiful thing in the world. His eyes were open, and he
was staring at me, a new awareness
in his eyes
as he gazed at me. I smiled, my eyes glistening as he cradled my head in
his hands, and pulled my lips down
toward him.
And I kissed him as gently and passionately as I knew how, because I knew
at that moment, no words were
needed.
When our lips finally drifted apart, I waited for him to say something, do something.
He licked his lips, and smiled. "You know you really know how to kick ass."
Behind us,
I heard Morpheus and Tank erupt in loud infectious laughter, which I never
participated in, because suddenly
he pulled
me down again and I became otherwise engaged.
It was early
when I woke. Things were calm, quiet. We were in the eye of a storm. And
I knew that our problems were
far from over,
the cold in the ship, the quiet clanking as we limped along assured me
of that. Morpheus told me that this
wasn't the
end, simply a new beginning, one that for the first time since I was disconnected,
filled me with uncertainty,
but no fear.
He was asleep
beside me, his breath tickling my neck as he breathed evenly, his chest
rising and falling against my back.
The One, Neo,
the man who would save the human race, was taking comfort in my arms. And
only I knew what a dork he
had been.
I allowed myself a soft bit of laughter at the thought before the images
of Switch's haunted face filled my mind
and the chuckle
choked itself out.
Pressing my
lips against his hands that held my body firmly to him, I lay still, not
quite being able to believe that this
crazy turn
about of events had actually left me alive. I wasn't supposed to have been
part of this prophecy, somehow, I
never thought
my life would be decided by fate, it had always been governed by fear.
But it was, and the warmth of the
arms around
me proved it.
"You're quiet."
He had awakened, and I nodded, not daring to look at the man who I had
given my heart to, the man
who had the
ability to terrify my very soul, and yet didn't. His arms tightened around
me and I shivered as I felt his lips
press against
my ear and the crook of my neck.
"Trinity."
I closed my eyes against his words, the knowledge that even his voice could
fill me with such emotion scared
me for a second.
But just a second. After all, I was still Trinity, the woman who only the
day before had told him to go to
hell.
"What?"
He turned my
body toward him gently, pulling and repositioning me so I was on my side,
staring at him directly. His
features were
a mask a concentration, and he looked into me, as if trying to see into
my soul.
"I need to ask you something." He breathed.
I nodded, waiting for him to continue.
"How did you
know?" His throat was raspy, his gaze soft as he traced a lone finger down
my jawbone. "Why did you
believe?"
I closed my
eyes, reveling in his touch, awe filling in me for just a moment as I realized
that the man that will save the
world, had
fallen for me. He had beaten an Agent, he had defied all odds, and he was
here, with me.
"Neo." I opened my eyes, looking at him with a glistening gaze. "I couldn't NOT believe."
He regarded
me for a minute, and then he did the oddest thing. He smiled, the first
real smile I had ever seen come from
him. My throat
closed up for a second and then it seemed infectious, because my mouth
creased and I smiled back. And
we stared
into each other's eyes for what seemed an infinite amount of time.
"You know." I began, "You have to go save the world now."
He grinned again, nodding. "You know, you're gonna help me."
I nodded, aware that that wasn't a question.
"This is real." He whispered, his thumb against my lips. "Me and you. We are real. I know that."
I felt my eyes water, and placed my palm against his cheek feeling the skin under my fingers.
"Shit, Neo." I whispered. "What am I going to do with you?"
And so I kissed
him, knowing believing in my heart that I had finally found him. And he
was real. He was the One. The
Only one for
me, and for the rest of humanity.
Fin
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