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Once again, I address the Columbine shootings and school violence, a big no-no zone for sites like mine, because I'm already afraid of being black-listed by yahoo.  So here goes, those kids were victims, I would have loved to met them and told them about the movement, because it's people like them who need it more than anyone else.  I believe it's very sad that they found their voices at the trigger of a gun, but that's because they were forced, in their minds they were.  I wish I could go back and meet them, I might've been able to help.  It's thoughts like that which urge me on with the movement.  Don't say, hurrah for Columbine, but don't curse the shooters too quickly, they are in a way founders of the movement.  They gave me the nerve to speak up, and an example of what we cannot become my friends.
What makes the world such a shitty place?  You ever wake up and wonder that, I do, on the bus a lot.  It's because peop,le try to forget pain instead of coping with it.  Their is a difference, to cope is to deal and live with, to forget is to ignore and leave behind.  I think that if all of you assholes can cope with shit, then perhaps you'll be more aware to the pain around you, but this is leading into something that is addressed in Psionide.
Here be a list of books and movies that I recommend that y'all check out.  Most of these have a dark theme, and a lot are very fanciful in their accounts of events.  It's not the point to be realistic in movies, and these movies prove that.  Some of these on the other hand, are basicly a look into the abyss that suffering can turn your soul into, so check them out for a good time.  This is word of mouth, share what you have, I know I do...

The Matrix
Lord of the Rings (Fellowship ot Ring)
Dark City
Nightmare Before Christmas
Batman 1, 2, 3
Army of Darkness (Evil Dead Trilogy)
The Gift (Sam Raimi)
Dead Alive
Blade II
Ghostbusters

Casca: Eternal Mercenary(Barry Sadler)
LotR Trilogy
I'm currently looking for Blood and Gold
Les Miserables
My Thoughts on the Movement.  Ok, here's another one that has been long in the winds of coming days.  The movement, to me, is not about the present.  For all of you, the movement can be thought of in your own way.  To me, it is not for you and I, but those who must follow our footsteps.  We have to clear a way for the ones who need to follow.  And thusly, I use the term, Child of the Movement.  I apply that to anyone who I deem likely to accept the movement and possibly one day be a leader for it.  They are the purest representation of what I think the movement needs.  And from them will come great things, for they pull from a well of deep sorrow.  So in a nutshell, the movement is not for us, it is For the Children....
Beauty is very simply cruel and optimists are trivial morons...
Beauty is bestowed to some, but not all.  Even if one who is beautiful is kind, other around that person compare those without beauty to them.  And for their lack of complexual bliss, they are seen as unhealthy, unwanted, unneeded.  Truly a cruel sentiment Beauty is.
Someone who tries to look on the bright side of all things is stupid for this one fact.  All things ceom to an end, so even in torture, a true optimist can find joy, therefore when the torture ends, something that the optimist loves ends, and therefore brings tears.  Optimism is obsolete, just a thought....
    I think that if you completly relax your body, I mean totally, not even getting up to eat, your body quickens.  It's like your system is so cleared out, your reflexes act twice as fast as normal, which is how someone like me can be asked how to fight by someone who has an easy muscular advantage over myself.  I just kinda be where my body needs me to be and get things done, it's not something that I claim to control but if you'll say I'm lying, I think my last gym class can argue, especially when it comes to warball.
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