Addiction
Feel it,
Feel the cold,
Edge of the blade.
Slide across the smooth,
Sensitive flesh.
Watch as crimson liquid,
Follows the trail of metal,
Watch as the small red,
Tear shaped drops puddle on the floor.
Staining a previous,
Immaculate carpet.
Feel as the emotional pain slips away,
With every drop of blood you lose.
Hear as a door knob rattles.
Feel the panic arises in your throat.
Cover up the blood,
Lie to a friend,
Pretend again,
Feel the pressure of life knocking at your door stop.
Again.
The constant turmoil,
Increasing day,
By day.
Repeating,
Eternally.
Never happy,
Never satisfied,
No matter how many scars you have.
Doing it,
Again,
And again,
And again.
Addiction,
Painful addiction.
Glorious,
Emotionless,
Addiction.