its 4 am now... wondering what I'm doing online? I just got home... plane landed at 12.. had to settle some stuff... the heat is crap... the trip was bumpy... my room's in a mess...

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I'm so tired I could cry...

I'm so stressed out I feel like running away...

Thinking that being back in Singapore would be much better was a wrong though... coz reality hits... and its getting to me...

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I'm just so drained... I have so many things to say but yet I don't know where to start...

If I continue to ask myself why I'd be in self-denial... I'd be wallowing...

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Its life huh? Harsh fact of life... its my life... our life...

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How do I go on?

One step at a time?

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I need someone.... to hug and cry so badly...

But tomorrow I'd wake up and think this is all bullshit....

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I really need to rest... but I can't sleep....

I'm losing it... Losing.... the optimism....

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What does the future hold?

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Ultimately... there's no one who can help us but us..

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