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Previous : Better now Next : happy but tired Rant... I'm sick of econs... gee... can't seem to remember what the hell I learnt in JC... and that sucks... ************************** *cold* weather has suddenly turned cold.. maybe coz its 4am in the morning.. fell asleep while trying to read up on econs... not good not good at all... ************************* I thought I was ok.. but I was wrong... I thought I was strong enough ... but obviously I over estimated my strength... *************************** it must be the time of the day... where I just feel like crap... ****************************** glad I told brother bout it.. he encouraged me... not to suppress my feelings... that while sharing my feelings... its a form of respect... I don't know why.. but his words... pulled my outta my sorrow for a while... was very touched by ge's concern... his love for me.. and I miss him so... have come to realise that if not for my brother... I would not have made it this far... for the first time... I'm able to tell him things... and he's able to see my point of view.. even tell me not to be afraid.. gee.. I really love you ge! thanx! ********************************* someone told me that I shouldn't be throwing myself at him... I've changed... have I? *********************************** neh.. it sucks to feel this way... when you know you like a person and yet you can't do anything bout it... just coz he's not ready... and it not anyone's fault.. its just not time yet... so yes.. I feel like crap now... just for now... ************************************* no matter how rational I am.. or I try to be... I still can't stop thinking bout him... ************************************ out of sight out of mind.. I don't want to end up avoiding him... ************************************ gee.. I feel like being a quitter... can I stop liking him already? ************************************* someone help me? **************************** *cry* **************************** I need sleep... shall be fine in the morning... ****************************** �i���i�H�C�C���ڧO������w�A�S �i���i�H�C�C�C ���ڧO�A�]���A�ӭ��S �������k�C�C�C�i�H���ڪ��ߧO�A����h�S �i���i�H�C�C�C���ڧO����Q�A�S �ڥi�H���n�b���w�A�F�ܡS �ڥi�H���ܡS ******************************** �Q�R��R�H���֡C�C�C �R�H��Q�R�h�W�C�C�C �ڴ��o��Q�R�����֡C�C�C �{�b�⩯�֥��O�H���⨽�C�C �ҷP���쪺�C�C�C �O�h�W�C�C�C ***************************** �p�G�n�ڱq�Ӥ@���C�C�C ���٬O�|�i�D�A�C�C�C�C ���ڳ��w�A�C�C�� ********************************* �@ |