ah I hate it when the weather is this shitty and I have to go for lessons... which is why here I am... just skipped my first Jap lecture. Thank goodness there's web cast.. plus I had to finish my English essay. so now here I am.. done with my English essay.. still yet to bathe from the stupid rain and waiting for my shitting sensation to come... haha.. ok this is gross...

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was quite happy over the fact that I waited outside engin for the rain to stop... heh.. though in the end we had to walk back.. it was nice.. haha.. excluding the fact that we'd probably end up falling sick *touchwood* and of course my slippers constantly on the verge of breaking...

still.. it was nice... seeing him...

would you call that fate? idealistically yes.. but practically.. its just coz we had tut and I happen to take a bus B instead of A2 coz its nearer blk 6... and of course coz he happen to be in engin... so no.. that wasn't fate.. that was quite expected...

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ah.. I'm so not looking forward to tonight... few reasons :

I don't want to act horny in front of the whole hall! ok.. no.. some might say that I won't have to act coz its in me.. but hey! no!! I'm ok with Song Yang.. but acting horny with him would be quite strange.. coz firstly he has a girlfriend and he's a really decent guy.. geee.. can imagine how awkward it would be for us.. which is why I'm trying to psych myself up for tonight.. sigh...

next... I don't feel good coz I like someone else.

lastly.. it sucks when the person you like is going to do the same thing...

its all in good fun.... but hell it sucks anyway.

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once again I'm faced with the question " what do you like about him?" gosh... why is it that everyone is asking me the same thing?

so once and for all I'm going to tell all of you..

I can't describe that feeling! and if its only infatuation it would have been gone by now..

if I really have to come up with a few reasons as to why I like him.. it would be because I feel something different for him. I feel like I can fully commit if the circumstances allow. yes I feel I feel... do you hear the irrational part of me talking here?

I know I can count on him...

but not yet... coz I'm being one-sided here.

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Hanging out at his room has become a habit.. I might just as well move to blk 3.. haha.. quite dumb eh.. feel quite doted on by the guys.. haha.. gimme a chance to be a small little gal in hall ya? I like that..

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am going to attempt to sleep..

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