ah... just got back from Psychology test... have decided to give myself a most screwed up person award... gosh.. attempted to study at engin blk again .. studied child development first coz I it was in the previous test.. then went on to some motivational behaviour crap... ooo... by 330 I was falling asleep... but hey I was making some progress! could memorize those facts.. not bad! then it started to rain... heavily... YK and I started to worry if we'd get trapped there... so called Liling for help... finally at 430 Weizheng and Liling rescued us with two big umbrellas! hrm... was walking quite slow again... no.. not coz its romantic to walk in the heavy rain.. its coz I didn't want to fall to my death and at the same time wet my books and notes... yes... if the fall didn't kill me... the destruction of my psych stuff would...

came back and attempted to study again but the facts can't seem to get in... so by 6... I told myself... thats it.. I'm such a screw up... haha.. so then the screw up went to sleep... was late for test... by about 20 minutes.. and finished 15 minutes before time... wah ..

what has happened to me????

discovered to my horror that majority of the question were the 2 chapters that I didn't study for!! and the 2 which I did study for... were allocated about 15 questions... ah.. well at least I won't get a zero?!?!?!?! gosh....

besides that fact, I had 2 essays to hand up... one by Friday and the other,, the very much hated Southeast Asian project.. yes.. everyone hates that! and I just found out today that... there are actually groups who handed up before the deadline!!!! are they outta their mind?!?!?!?

so yes... Thursday was spent at VT... didn't study... came back and rushed my part so Joanna could compile it... so finally finished at 6... shack!

realised that my friend didn't edit my English essay for me... so just handed up the unedited one... two down! now everything's over!! all I have to worry bout is concert tonight... but then again.. I have nothing to worry about! haha... I'm finally done with Shuzhen's dress!! after 2 days of hemming... with Jenson telling me... "you'd better do a good job... or else" haha...

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3 days!!! *yeah!* ok I know it sounds dumb... its only been 3 days! hrm.. but then again.. considering the fact that we were only together for 2 the previous time... its quite an achievement! haha... besides... I'm glad he feels much more now! =)

hrm... think he might be become a resident of blk 6 now.. haha.. and I've stopped visiting blk 3... coz we'd end up studying til crazy hours in the morning.. taking turns to take a nap.. and finally with him returning to his room at daybreak.. haha.. this.. IS... HALL LIFE!

extremely happy coz... I feel that... he's more open now... and I'm totally myself in front of him... =) which is good!

told my brother bout me getting attached... heh.. lovely brother gave me advice... am really glad I told him everything right from the start! but neh... not going to tell daddy soon... coz... hrm... not time yet... wait till things are more settled..

anyway I'm having my honeymoon period now... loving every second of it! strange though... we never seem to hold hands outside the room.. until yesterday... heh... "hand?" "good dog!" sometimes I think I need crutches more than he needs them... heh...

found out... that.. Joyce is right!!! hahaha....

awww... I feel so doted on... =)

the guys can't stop teasing me though... haha.. which is really... quite funny... =)

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Concert

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what can I say... very much hate to use the word that Noel used in his speech... "magical" but yes he's right... seeing them on stage.. it was moving... absolutely... I mean I've seen it so many times.. but I could still find new things to laugh at... they never fail to impress me with their acting... singing... everything! can't believe its all going to be over tonight! 6 weeks of shit... the late nights... the weekends... the screw ups... the low morale... the sacrifice we made - studies and tests.... our time... 2 nights... 2 very very beautiful nights... its really quite an experience... seeing everything being put together...

Jia you people! so so so very proud of you all!

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have become a gel hair cum lip stick expert!! haha... considering the fact that I have been a make-up idiot... heh.. I think I'm quite good! seriously think I'm not that girl.. I know nuts bout make-up...bout hairdo... geee....

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met daddy brother wanjing and daddy's new gf after the concert yesterday... ah... missed that so much... it was so nice seeing them!! daddy got himself a new gf!! haha... not surprising la... missed them so much.. hopefully after this week I can go home more often! =)

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missed my Jap tut!! didn't get back my mid-term paper.. gosh.. thank goodness I had an excuse letter... or I'm so so very screwed... hrm.. like I'm not already???? was late for research experiment... basically was late for everything the whole week la!

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our first disagreement... hrm.. kinda saw it coming actually... expected... but expecting it doesn't mean I won't be disappointed still right? was quite annoyed over the fact he broke his promise... but I was more disappointed than anything else... helpless? Jenson kept telling me.. coz I'm having tried it.. so I won't understand... so all I can do is to give him time...

yeah... he's right.. a smoker doesn't quit... he stops..

so for a while.. I gave up... was quite tired of telling to stop.. not to take 5... not this not that... but hey.. what right do I have? I don't understand... I can't never understand and I will never understand... so yes... I was helpless...

so decided to drop the whole thing...

was missing him the whole day... so no point avoiding him.. when its not what I want... =) right?

anyway I felt better after having supper at Lau Pa Sa... yeah.. made Eujin, Jenson and Guan gege, Fedrick, Adeline and Shingfeng bruther have supper with me... heh... walked there from VT.. had super nice prawn noodles and super nice dessert!!! =)

think I'm quite lucky.. to have such a good bunch of friends... knew that they were trying to cheer me up... plus.. I'm like their little sister! which is great!

Thanx guys!

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received flowers from my BOP group leader.. one of the MMs.. hrm.. was so slow in my reaction though...

Liling and I were talking.. then he came over with his friend.. normal ya? I mean... he's after all there to take pictures.. was quite shocked when he gave me a bunch of flowers... stupid me stupid me slow me...

Him: flowers for you..

Me: huh? for me? for what?

Him: just for you la..

Me: orh...

and takes the flowers... then his friend decided to play along.. and took pictures for us... not one... two... he had his hand on my shoulder.. I totally stiffened... brain's alarm was sounding... "warning warning... shit shit shit!!!" by the time I managed to figure out what actually happened... everything was over... eh???

it was sooooo obvious!!!! oh my gosh....but then again.. its quite exciting ah... =)

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ah... no more stress! starting next week will have to study really hard! no more costumes!! =l

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time to catch up on sleep!

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You secretly crept into my heart...

Edged yourself in the deepest part of the treasure box....

Wondered if you felt the same...

Kan't believe this is happening...

Amidst all the crazy things...

My heart is now complete!

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wrote this a few weeks ago... but wanted to post it up again!

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