can't believe I forgot to call my friend!! shit.. been frantically calling Taiwan coz his phone is not in use!! darn.. so yes.. all my reminders were useless.. plus friend who is in Singapore have yet to call me. aye.. messed up..

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once again fermented in front of the TV.. watched 'Good Luck' by Takuya!!! oh gosh.. he's sooooo adorable!!! Love him!!! and he looks sooo sexy when he cries... haha..

for hardcore happy ending lovers.. go watch it!!! =)

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am still sick.. much biscuits and stuff really didn't help.. plus I'm not on medication.. so.. haha.. no wonder I'm not well..

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thanx for K-ing vcd with me gal! had a great time.. =)

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I'm sorry I hurt you..

you know I didn't mean to..

you touched my heart in many ways..

yet I can't repay your honour with love..

its just not right..

we both cried hard..

yet we know its not yet the end..

or is it?

it looks like it is.. yet its not..

I'm just struggling to let go..

finding the strength to let go...

before I hurt you any further...

I want to love you..

hold you in my arms..

shower you with tender kisses..

whisper loving words...

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but you're not here..

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I'm sorry I hurt you..

you know I didn't mean to..

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I just don't want to lie to you...

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I don't know if I made the right decision..

I've run away from this cross junction too many times..

backing to my comfort zone...

now I can't..

I have to face it..

it bloody hurts..

but I know I'd get over it..

if not.. what else can I do?

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please don't turn your back on me..

I don't want you out of my comfort zone..

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when you know you can't give him your heart,

that its unfair to keep his,

and you decide to let him go...

thats love...

and

thats my way of loving you...

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