have come to realise that Daddy is really good at eating.. he's the winner for every meal! hahaha... plus he likes to say, "I order for you all to eat one.. then the rest you all eat" oh geee.. no wonder we grow fat... heh..

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got pissed off this morning coz had a minor disagreement with daddy... sometimes I think my attitude suck... sometimes I think I'm too much.. sometimes I think that when I'm a little irritated I'd be very defensive.. hm.. but I get over it soon.. and I've also realised that I've learnt to control myself by eating.. just stuff my mouth with food and I will be fine.. haha.. so next time when I feel like shit just stuff me with food and I will not have an outburst... haha..

ok I can forget bout dieting.. hahaha

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sometimes I wonder what would it be like if I had a mummy.. hm... I think I'm spoilt enough.. haha..

I think I'm too sheltered... so I'm too dependent on others.. and I've grown lazy.. sigh.. never shelter your kids people.. its not healthy..

but erm.. I am very mentally stable.. haha..

sometimes~

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I think I'm not strong enough.. I get swayed very easily..

is what I want really what I want?

when I face temptations will I succumb to them?

ah... tis is no good...

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have I not enough self restrain??

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I think I'm feeling lost...

I think I need money...

for my future studies..

I think I will have to work very hard...

I think I need to grow up...

and I hate that...

I'll be 20 next year... shit!

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back to happier stuff!

visited a small Island today! its called Miyajima.. one of the 3 most famous sight seeing places in Japan..

Itsukushima Shrine - built in the 6th century - when its high tide it looks like its floating on water..

its quite impressive.. considering the fact that it has survived for bout 1400 years.. plus its built on the sea! its really nice.. and lucky us! we got to see a Jap couple getting married! sooo nice.. =)

went to the Aquariuml.. ahhh! the penguins are sooo absolutely cute! waddle waddle waddle... got to feel them.. hm... watched those sea lions perform again.. I think it must have took them a really long time to train.. so I'm really impressed.. =)

the population on the Island : 1500

population of deers : 300

they like to chew maps, and my pouch.. heh..

spent half a day there.. took the cable car up to the mountains.. ooo... not too bad! met lotsa Americans... one very strange group.. they're from Taiwan.. but one of them is an ang moh.. and they speak with an American accent.. and they understand Jap... hm... can't exactly figure out where they're from... heh.. anyway there were lots of them.. teenagers back packing.. groups and groups of them..

took the ferry boat back to mainland and back to hotel... so tired!!!

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daddy has decided that he shall not eat any pigeon meat, any deer meat.. hahah.. coz he's sorta in love with feeding them with food.. dun think he bears to eat them now..

we were offered to eat Horse meat in Beppu!! raw!!! gosh... it was horrible.. didn't touch it at all... returned that dish to the kitchen in the end..

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did you know that they sell one-day packs of Sanitary pads in Japan?? I think its super good! coz then I won't have to carry those extra ones around.. hm.. =) good good.. Japan is a very nice country coz they make everything so convenient for the people! =) especially Vending machines.. they even have them on the trains!!! heh.. its crazy...

you will never die of thirst in Japan... never!

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happy news of the day! I think I found a new friend and I'm happy.. =)

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Tokyo! here I come again!

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