Never Thought Id Miss You
Disclaimer: Look in one of my other fics. I wrote it in one of them.
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Whats wrong with me?
I am Lina Inverse, the beautiful
sorcery genius. I dont cry. I dont mourn over the
death of a loved one
Was he even a loved one to begin
with?
I shifted into a different
position, leaning my back against the solid cold stone and
hugging my knees to my chest. My tears now fell freely from my
eyes. I am alone
he left me all alone
A small giggle escapes my pale
lips. How peculiar, just a few days ago I was blasting bandits to
oblivion, and now Im here crying over him.
Crying?
I absent-mindedly wipe the tears
from my eyes, accidentally smudging dirt across my cheek. I then
scowl and attempt to wipe it off, but instead end up getting more
on my face. My eyes wander around the empty graveyard. Everyone
had left about an hour ago, but Im still here
sitting
on the earth he is buried under
A breeze suddenly blows by. I hug
myself and shiver, falling forward and curling up into a ball,
allowing the rain to patter against my white cheeks.
I then begin to claw at the ground,
screaming "Take me with you! Dont leave me here by
myself!" My breath consisted of short gasps as the mud
stained my black dress, making it uncomfortable and heavy.
I felt warm arms wrap around me
from behind.
"Please dont do this
Lina-san
" Its Sylphiel. "You must learn to
go on living
"
What a hypocrite. Shes crying
too.
My nails are caked with mud and my
own blood, though I dont feel any pain from it
How could I? There is already a
much bigger pain tormenting my very own soul.
"Sylphiel
"
"Yes, Lina-san?"
"I think I need some time to
myself
"
She whimpers one last time before
releasing me, then leaves.
Im still here
Its now dark outside. Why
cant I leave???
Is it his soul, or his memory that
is keeping me here?
You must learn to move on
Like that would be easy to do
I never really thought about
my feelings for him before
They just appeared a few days ago
when I saw him on the floor in a pool of blood
That image still haunts me
Damn
is this what heartbroken
means?
If it is, it sure hurts a lot.
I feel so alone now
..
Come back to me
Please
Ill be waiting here for
you
Because
I think I love you