Tears I Shed
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TEARS I SHED...

i dont know what my mum will think
kick up a stink
or have a drink
or tip that trip shit down the sink
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one thing i think
is just because
i chose my dad my love was lost
and taken when i left those shores
but each day past i wanted more
but never could i have my say
my dad was tough it was his way
but tough he gave to me and then
i found no-one to be my friend
for mum i cried i was sixteen
but tears to dad could not be seen
for he would say i was a wuss
to harden up you fu**ing puss
so i would smile and sit and think
what i would do if i could drink
if i could wash away the pain
or would it make me look the same
then came my chance,felt like i`s free
like someone gave something to me
cos i could be just like you be
when you are sad or un happy
but then my days turned weeks turned years
as time went by i shed more tears
forever cried for what i`d done
couldnt understand though,im your son
you remember me,by the christmas tree
used to wake you up with a nice hot tea
but the only way you could be to me
was nasty,anger you had to set free i see
but you wasnt always, and i admit that too
but i was forgiving for the things you had to do
but when i grew up and it came my turn
and i looked around ,you werent there, was this my lesson learned
i couldnt bear it,it seemed so wrong to me
so i decided,that i would be set free
and get along now,without you in my life
but when i look back,i missed shit and now thats giving me strife
and all i wanted was to be happy and glad
that this life,
was the best life,
that i could ever of had...................2bctd..
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