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TEARS I SHED... i dont know what my mum will think kick up a stink or have a drink or tip that trip shit down the sink ---------------------------- one thing i think is just because i chose my dad my love was lost and taken when i left those shores but each day past i wanted more but never could i have my say my dad was tough it was his way but tough he gave to me and then i found no-one to be my friend for mum i cried i was sixteen but tears to dad could not be seen for he would say i was a wuss to harden up you fu**ing puss so i would smile and sit and think what i would do if i could drink if i could wash away the pain or would it make me look the same then came my chance,felt like i`s free like someone gave something to me cos i could be just like you be when you are sad or un happy but then my days turned weeks turned years as time went by i shed more tears forever cried for what i`d done couldnt understand though,im your son you remember me,by the christmas tree used to wake you up with a nice hot tea but the only way you could be to me was nasty,anger you had to set free i see but you wasnt always, and i admit that too but i was forgiving for the things you had to do but when i grew up and it came my turn and i looked around ,you werent there, was this my lesson learned i couldnt bear it,it seemed so wrong to me so i decided,that i would be set free and get along now,without you in my life but when i look back,i missed shit and now thats giving me strife and all i wanted was to be happy and glad that this life, was the best life, that i could ever of had...................2bctd.. |
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