my head feels like its full of lead
as i look at my cold and lonely bed
and think of you and me and us
and how our lives we would discuss
and make our plans,dream of foreign lands
and walk down streets tightly holding hands
and smile and look and love each other
as in our lives we had found our lover
and now ive gone and broke the trust
and some how fix it i know i must
for this love that i had was so special and true
no-one else in my life could come close only you
and i know when i look that together we`re made
as you gave me the happiness my whole life i`d craved
and im sorry for words that i said without thought
but my feelings are lost and are no-where to be brought
now we`ve spoke in the past of a lesson we learned
when we made our mistake and then loudly we yearned
for a love we had lost but with this realised
that this love was so special and should have been prized
but when trying to say what you wanted to hear
our words came out wrong and the end just drew near
and the more that we tried it just seemed to get worse
and you`d leave and be feeling like your under a curse
and the world just caved in,and the devil took sin
from the sin that you did when your life did begin
and he turned it around and shoved it back at you
feeling like george bush was going to attack you
well im sorry,thats what im trying to say
and it seems when i try my fear gets in the way
and im gonna fix this stupid mess i did make
and make you so happy again for our kids sake.
