a year today,it went so fast
why couldn't we,like the year,just last
why can't you be right here with me
to share my thoughts,set confusions free
for 2months now i've pined for you
not really knowing what to do
decsions i made,they all were wrong
thought my feelings for you had all gone
but i was proved wrong otherwise
when my smile faded,my only disguise
the walls all tumbled to the ground
and little me,once again had been found
standing here crying,needing your hand
giving me loving,showing you understand
now to you i honestly confess
without you in it my life is a mess
no arms to hold me when i am in need
no hand to hold onto,no-one to lead
where once there was love,now only heartache
i still smile but now for their sake
inside,my heart is all torn into
because no more do i have loving from you
my eyes no longer windows to my soul
when looking into them all you find is a hole
like looking into a bottomless well
where 2months ago my whole life had fell
no more is my lover,husband,best friend
but broke heartedly lonliness right to the end
please believe me,i want you to see
my life has gone bad since you have left me
i'll love you forever and i'll treat you right
if you come back and make my life seem alright
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