Poems
~~~~Ocean of Tears~~~~
By Me

Every time I think of you
Tears start to roll down my cheeks
They blind me from the world around me
I wipe them away quickly~~
Not wanting to show I�m still not over you.
I look outside
Hoping to catch a glimpse of you.
You�re no where to be seen.
Heartbroken, I cry ocean of tears�.
Why did you have to leave me here all alone?
And break the promises and dreams we made?
What part of �I miss you and love you� don�t you understand?
The pain�s getting harder and harder to bear
I can�t seem to stop all these tears!
Not even all the oceans in the world can hold them now
Come back and wipe them away
Dry the ocean of tears that I have cried
And bring back the joy to my life.
Realize my love for you is true
It�s not some fake show I�m putting on to be with you.
***********
I�ll Try to Wait
By Me

I love you so much,
But I could never let you know.

When will you realize,
My love for you isn�t fake?

When I look into your eyes,
I see nothing but hate.

Those looks you give me�
The way you call me�
Do you really care about me?

I once told you
�I love you.�
You ignored it�
You seemed too busy
To realize all the love I have for you.

Please don�t give me those looks�
The looks that leave me nothing but confused.
I think your love has already been used.

I�ll try to wait, though�
For the day�
When you finally say�
�I love you.�

Some Shit!
By Me


Dat�s some shit I be goin thru.
Whuzzup wit all this damn abuse?
Whut the hell did I do wrong?
Why the fuck they treatin me like this?
Like I don�t matter�
Like I�m some fuckin fool�
It�s all good�
Watch my hatred and anger grow and soon kick your fuckin ass
Go ahead, treat me however the hell ya want
Talk whateva bullshit ya want
But your end aint that far�
You think I�m kidding?
SHIT! I stopped playing when all o� ya mutha fuckas turned yalls backs on me
Nigga uou laughin n dissin now
But that day aint far when you be seein yo own fuckin blood comin outta
yo own damn mouth.
Yo, I aint fuckin playin bitch!
Get that thru your damn airhead!
I�m so damn fuckin serious!!!
I�m tired of e�eryone givin me all this bullshit
All ya assholes will soon see what it�s like to mess with me
Baby revenge gonna be so damn sweeeet�
When I see ya beggin for mercy, HA! HA!
Imma laugh in your mutha fuckin ass face!
You think you all big and bad?
Shit! We�ll see how you are when its time for me to kick your damn ass!
Enjoy your life nigga
And count the days you alive
Cuz, fuck you bitch, your end aint that far!

��That one Night��
By Me

Tears in eyes, I look at the moon, shining bright
I remember us standing by that bay
I cannot seem to forget that one night�

When your eyes were sparkling in the moonlight
Your radiant smile made the dark night seem like day
Tears in eyes, I look at the moon, shining bright

One touch lifted my spirits, made everything right
I was unaware of the pain on its way
I cannot seem to forget that one night�

With your arms around me, you hugged me tight
Your soft voice was so beautiful and gay
Tears in eyes, I look at the moon, shining bright

I can�t seem to forget that wonderful sight
When, in your light brown eyes, I saw my day
I cannot seem to forget that one night�

My feelings have now reached the final height
In my room, crying, thinking of you, I lay
Tears in eyes, I look at the moon, shining bright
  I cannot seem to forget that one night�
Thoughts of You
By Me


Thoughts of you
stuck in my mind.
Just thinking about you
keeps me alive.

What was it that you did?
Why did I ever leave you?
I was a fool
to think I can make it without you.

Why is it so hard
to say �I�m sorry�?
Why is it so hard
to tell you I still care?

Why can�t I face it
that you�re no longer mine?
Why can�t I admit it
you now have a new life?

Thoughts of you
now kill me night and day.
Memories of you
make me wanna pass away.

You were here one day
and gone the other.
I left you
like no other.

I think about you
night and day.
Just tell me
how I can �.

You went on
with your life.
But me�
I�m left behind.

Without you�
nothing has color.
Just tell me how to tell you�
I still care!

***
Darkness
By Me

Everything�s dark
I can�t see anything
All the hatred has blinded me.
All I hear and see
are angry faces�screaming at me.
My love for the world faded
the day we got separated.
Everyone seemed to enjoy seeing
the tears from my eyes falling and crashing.
My world seems full of darkness
with hate and pain at every step.
I�m stuck in a tunnel
that has darkness at both ends.
Honestly
By Me

Name one thing
That doesn�t remind me of you.
Show me one way
To live without you.
Give me one reason
Why I shouldn�t love you.
Just answer a few questions
And then you can go.
Look me in the eye
And, honestly, say you don�t want me.
Look me in the eye
And, honestly, tell me you don�t love me.
If you can�t do that,
Then please tell me why you don�t want us to be?
Did I hurt you somewhere on the way?
Did I not tell you I love you?
Did I not show how much I care?
Answer these and then you can leave.
Look me in the eye
And, honestly, tell me�
True Love
By Me


I didn�t know what love was
until I met you.
When we shared out first kiss
I knew our love was true.
I�ve got all I ever wanted
standing here with me.
When I think about how happy I am
without you, where would I be?
I dream about the future
I think about the past
I wanna spend my life with you
I hope we�re together at last.
I didn�t know I could love this much
feel this special way
But I do
and I know our love is here to stay.

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