Just whatever came to mind at the time..Just some craziness


voice of an old friend
rejection always accepts me


saturated in hopless infatuation
disgusted by pathetic obbsessions

turning away from me
shut the doors
it's easier to ignore
it's easier to stay put
giving up, lost in thought
i'm scared of what's out there anyway
infantilze me
help me
degrade me
weakness
fear
belligerence
hypocrite
ignorant
tears in the mirror
too numb to cry
too dead to move
pathetic, pathetic, path-"etic"
path finder
keys
unlock myself
unlock you

great = anticipation of bad to come
bad = bad
can't win.

plastic toy, wreck, scattered, tossed about, in character, covered up, disguised, spy

You are my friend.
now
you are my friend.

betrayed, can't we play?
we're too big now
we don't fit
it don't fit

remember
where did you come from
a feeling?
what created that feeling?
the people who made that feeling enjoyable or not.
the awe of first time experience

closed opened mind.
enlightened, shrouded out
conceiled in darkness.
swallowing shadows.
swallowing secrets
swallowing skeletons
..inside.

spewing out what I've swallowed
dry heaving what I want to tell.



Putrid

Who are you kid?
You've come to stop me?
I'm stronger than you now.
I've taken you over.
I've taken your life.
And I'm taking you with me.
tell me how to live again.

Paranoia's tingling twitch
fighting you fighting me

trashed, thrashed, torn away
frightened, strong, potential,
talent,being, engaged
mentored, attitude, assertions,
persuasive, compelling, interesting,
hopehopehope






loss...

profanity.
memory.
enraged. What-ever.
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