| Why is it so hard? Why is it so hard and so painful to accept our fate? Why can�t we make sumthin happen when we really want it to? How come it �s so hard to talk about some things, how come people won�t listen, how come life�s sucha bitch? So many questions...Would you happen to hold the answer? Right now, I�m really wondering what I could�ve done to this world, why does it punish me like this? I never asked to feel this way...who can I ask? Why do I cry? Why does it still hurt? Oh yeah...nevermind...it�s called Love. |
| You think you know me, eh? Only 2 people in this world do...you know who you are. There are in my life 16 chapters and 8 of them are very important to understand what I�m going through. One of these people knows all 8 chapters and the other one knows about the one no one knows about : the 15th one...Mystery? It�s no mystery...my life has always been about one and only one thing : Damn love...but how many people have I really cared for? That�s the question...I have an ideal of someone I�ve met 9 years ago... People have past in between...souls that reminded me of my ideal...but...what about the ideal? What will happen to me if I don�t get to it...I�m already so lost, what will I do? If we were in a perfect world...I�d have two choices...I have re-met the ideal soul but we Live in a hypocrit world who doesn�t understand any better than close friends...I� m Sorry to disappoint all of you who thought you knew me...I sincerly regret that we live in a world of fools,but nothing �s ever gonna change that...To my reality, I shall never get...never.. Think of what you would do if all your dreams were destroyed twice because of similar reasons...always someone who wasn�t aware of the consequences his acts might cause? When my dreams are destroyed , shattered, what�s left of me? A body, a lost soul who�s searching for a new ideal... (naz,oct.00) |
| I used to believe in so many things...I used to believe in myself more than others did...I believed I could achieve the unachievable...i believe I was wrong... Naz, May 4th 2001 |
| Has it ever happened to you to like wanna give ur everything to someone...you don t know that person very well but @ the same time u sooo do...bcoz a part of that person is u...I'm NOT talking about Love...but friendship. You know when you feel u can say anything...but unfortunately yhat person doesn t realize what the fuck u want with her...she probably thinks ur obsessed or sumthin...but all u want is a friend, a real one to whom u can talk whenever, however...Ya...that's what I want...but u gt wake up...Carpe Diem, unless it s too late |