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My absolute favourite song is 'Into My Arms', by Nick Cave. One day, when I was pregnant, and we knew that Scott was unwell, and may not be born alive, this song came on my CD player in the car. I had to pull over, I was crying so hard. These are the lyrics:- "I don't believe in an interventionist God But I know Darling, that you do If I did, I would kneel down and ask him Not to intervene when it came to you Not to touch a hair on your head To leave you as you are If he felt he had to direct you Then direct you into my arms..." ("Into My Arms", written by Nick Cave) ***************************** ############################# My father is an amateur poet, and some of his poems are my favourites too. Here is one, called "The Swagman's Christmas Eve" The swagman sat upon a rotten log Beside a billabong And he gazed at the flames of his dying fire And wondered where he'd gone wrong. It was Christmas Eve and once again He would spend this Christmas alone No friends or family to share that day Just barren fields and stone. There was no snow to cool the heat Of the hot Australian day No beverage for his dry old throat To take the thirst away. Black billy tea from a billy can Made of water not so clear, Just another Christmas he would spend Away from those so dear. Times had been hard those last years past Each Christmas worse to bear, He'd lost the drive to carry on He'd lost the will to care. A fire at night was his only friend No dog this swaggie had, His shiralee was not his swag But a loneliness so sad. He knew the pain of loneliness As Christmas came and went, Each year got worse for this aged man Each year was less content. The yuletide season no meaning had He's lost that years ago, He had gone wrong a long time back Just when, he did not know. But carols came to him that night To herald Christmas Day, They came with the wind through air so pure And he knew he had to pray. He heard Noel and Silent Night Three Wise Men from the East, And on his knees with head bowed down There came to him this peace. His swag he cast to the billabong Then he headed straight for home, Christmas Day was just hours away And he would not be alone. He'd be with friends and family Upon that Christmas Day Blessed were the carols he heard that Eve, When he got on his knees to pray. -- written by Bill Ellson -- Dad is pretty shy about his poetry, but sometimes he pulls a really good one out of his soul, and I think this is one of them. ************************* A Poem Written By Me: "The Sadness" Behind my smile and sparkling eyes The sadness lays so bare. You probably haven't noticed - Its not something I usually share. For I am the mother of darling twin boys One living, and one stillborn. Its this that makes me feel so sad And makes my life so torn. Torn between the joy of birth And the agony of death. Torn between one son's newborn cries, And another son's stillness of breath. Wanting to see them walk hand in hand, The way of other twin boys. Wanting to hear them scream and yell As they fight over their toys. But this shall never be for us, We only came home with one. We know how precious it is for us To be able to hold one of our sons. But please, when you look at my precious child Remember this about him - The truth isn't always plain to see, But the truth is, he's always a twin. |
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William and Scott Bear | |||||||||||||
As well as my third page, included here are the websites of some of my friends | |||||||||||||
Page Three | |||||||||||||
Julie Bryant's webpage | |||||||||||||
Beth's Legacy | |||||||||||||
North West FM | |||||||||||||
If you would like to send me an email....... | |||||||||||||
Name: | Janeane Baker | ||||||||||||
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